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Idek if I want to learn py rn
Part of me is scared that it’s going to be somehow even MORE aggravating than cognitive functions and part of me keeps being told she’s “3rd volition “ as an insult

my library doesn’t have the dragon republic 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
maybe it’s divine intervention tho I might just read katabasis or some other book instead

Wait nvm

Spoilers
“Altan Trengsin was not invincible after all.”
So much has happened in the past few chapters that I can’t even cry here; this was more of an act of kindness if anything

ok so I predict
-either rin, nezha, or altan are dead before the series ends
-rins brother is SUPER dead (little sibling dying in war trope)

so was he rage baiting her on purpose or not

book is due to my college library in 2 days guuuulllllp😬😬😬
as for the book itself HOW does it keep getting more graphic?? that description of the guys head rolling on the ground like a cantaloupe a few pages back nearly made me puke

Haven’t updated in a while because each chapter is leaving me increasingly more stunned than the last

bodhidharma😭😭😭sobbing rn what is that name

kitay kinda goated wait

Didn’t log this but this was genuinely the most interested I’ve been in a book in a WHILE

binge-read for about 2 hours and holy shit it feels like I’ve been stabbed like 5 times

(yeeesh holy skip)
how full of hatred do you have to be to say “I regret the moment i squirted him into you” good goddd

im so fucking scared

damn okay

"work was the island adam swam to in a stormy sea."
real

Hold up his writing is this fire??

I’m trying so hard to take this seriously but this feels like one of those overedited deltarune shitposts

yooo quiz bowl mention

“Blue was perfectly aware that it was possible to have a friendship that wasn’t all-encompassing, that wasn’t blinding, deafening, maddening , quickening. It was just that now that she’d had this kind , she didn’t want the other.”
word af asf

I’m supposed to be “midway through my free read” according to mrs sappington… yikes😟😟😟😟😟😟😟

Ok I remember what the hanged man means (sacrifice) but I need to look up the tower and 9 of swords

“Put it in her smoothie. You can make a joke there, man. It’s easy.”
an melatonin smoothie😂😂😂😂😂😂✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️
ok sorry ik what kavinski meant lmao but the an smoothie joke was RIGHT there

“Ronan never took my car. He didn’t lie to me.”
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There’s a very thin line between swearing with intent and swearing so often that you sound like novaonline and ronan hops back and forth on this line constantly

Holy shiy I haven’t updated this in forever

I swear adam was not this self deprecating in the first book am I going crazy

“That night, Ronan dreamt of trees.”
Me when I was doing that one science oly event and became hyperfixated on dendrology

can we not adam
I feel like it was only a matter of time before he lashed out at someone like this but like why would you do that to BLUE🫩

Ok that was deserved thank you ronan