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a few pages into the beginning already exhausted me. i not only dislike this strongly but im angry that i even bought it. unrealistic and corny

about its chapterless continuation; it’s a terrifying fact that her days in isolation could go uncounted, undistinct and insignificant as she is forced to live everyday just the same, that this could be a lonely abyss had she not counted her animal companions or her own thoughts.
its one of these stories about a world reflecting the inner condition, and this book would experiment or represent that trope the most

39-44. pessoa is vulnerably left in the terrible silence of own reflection, of himself, and concrete truths— not the outer world even if the truth is that it all is indeed as silent as himself. the ceaseless streams of his repeatedly said word “sleepy consciousness” to a point it finishes up any potential sensation he seeks, and to a point he grows unable to desire that. he robs himself repeatedly. okay!

very familiar to myself