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eeeek not the captured prep team wth i always knew i didnt like district 13

im gunna go back and update my thoughts on the pages ive read at a future date but for now im on 486

she's lying about the burning and the morphine to protect edward but she's not that worried about lying to carlisle since he probably wont have to creae another vampire ... anyway i hope she does tell him the morphine made it worse someday

the way she hadnt realised she was thirsty but a part of her brain was storing that information in tabs like she used to do for breathing and blinking, interesting

bella crushed edward ahh the hug was too tight for him due to her newborn strength !!

bella remembers edward telling her vampires could get easily distracted & she agrees

& then she speaks in her high pitched bell voice as if she sang . i wanna know what she sounds like but of course she says i love you to edward first <3

her brain is so different now she considered for a 64th of a second before awnsering carlisle

okay bella had never seen edward's beautiful face before . real

she wanted to be standing straight so she was there was no in between of doing the action . interesting

everything is fine edward says + bella is like really?really? do you mean 'everything' but yes actually he does + yes it is disorientating as he said

bella's human memories are clouded by a thick dark veil even tho they werent that long ago :o

the burning has changed but bad news now there's one in her throat - the eternal thirst of vampires ... but good news the burning is fading from her fingertips and toes

and then the pain gets worse and worse and her heart is beating faster and its agonising but carlisle said she'll be perfect earlier on and he was right and then she opens her eyes woohoo and everything is so clear she's finally a vampire !yay!

which side will bella take. edward thinks she'll surprise him as she always does what are they talking about is it the imprinting ??

alice saying bella is going to be dazzling +edward growls she's always been that way but alice is like but look . and bella is like okay good cause i thought i was just charred briquette by now . funny.

alice tells edward in her mind when bella will awaken and bella wants to know haha

okay bella's brain is already a vampire's brain able to think of more things now she's holding on to the stake for support as she is burning and she can hear edward ... but if she speaks she wont be able to stop screaming and carlisle is like maybe its the morphine working woohoo but its not after edward says she must be in agony . imagine if he could read her thoughts he'd suffer as much as she is ...

bella's perspective as jake+edward savE her and edward is getting renesmee out and she cant feel anything and everything feels wrong and she's drifting into darkness and blackness but she fights against it - well she endures so that she can live for renesmee and she remembers the feel of her little body is so interesting

and then the endless rage burns on but she cant/wont scream but she can feel her lower body

bella's heart is changing woohoo its beating strongly again ... which distracted jake from the fact now gravity doesnt hold him to earth but renesmee does +he thought he felt a pull to kill her since he was no longer drawn to bella but eeek it was not that at all ... oh boy

bella is in pain and it's RED like blood

renesmee was hot skin just like jacob .. and they share the same amount of chromosomes . interesting .

oh no bella's spine broke

something warm touched jake even though nothing felt warm to him - it's renesemeeeeeee woo

okayy the steel venom syringe fun times for you eddy

okay interesting edward is sealing his venom inside bella's body by covering the bite hes originally made to save and turn her

jake thinks edward is in denial but little does he know bella will live of course she will

okay jake gave the cullens permission to break the treaty as the true alpha in order to save bella as he should

bella is hugeee her stomach is it's own continent eek

oh no she dropped the blood cup and reached to pick it up but then the its birth time and she screams eeeeek and then she threw up blood poor bella ... the placenta detatched - that's what happened

rose couldn't handle the blood but ofc edward can

jacob thinking girls are checking him or its just his ego ... i think they were checking him out, he -is- hot

jake is used to edward now and walking next to him is like walking next to anyone else - who smells bad ...

edward telling jake he's lucky to share seth's thoughts as they are so pure, sincere and kind <3 seth is soo i love him

aaah the cullens / the vamps are starting to feel like friends to jake and he doesn't want to be rude to them

esme freshly washed clothes for leah and tried to not to touch them so they didn't smell ,,, she . <3

'hey wolf', 'hey shortie' i love alice and jacob

rosalie is so vicious to jake 'i'd like to beat you dead' ksdjf

aaah edward can read the baby's thoughts jacob is all alone in his hate oh noo #depression

jake is alice's headache cure <3

not jacob being shocked and a little jealous of seth chilling in the cullens' home and spending time with bella

thanks jacob for respecting carlisle it's what he deserves ...

omg carlisle saying he didnt want to leave bella unprotected when they go hunting and jake is like 'what are we chopped liver' but carlisle doesn't want them to fight against their brothers aksdj

it's sooo funny to me how jacob thought the cullens were struggling not to rip bella's cup of blood away from her ldksjkdj

'you know how you drown a blonde rosalie ... you a glue a mirror to the bottom of a pool' lmaoo jacob

aw esme offering clothes and food and use of the cars and everything to wolves so theyre not without the comfort of a home is so sweet and so esme

oh no alice has a headache

thinking about the moment - which should be arriving soon - when edward can read the baby's thoughts and will realise that it's not hurting bella and purpose and loves her eek jacob is not gunna like that at all

why does sleepless beauty need a bed is she just possessive or her props ... jake is so funny

jake lifting himself on his hind legs and then phasing so he ends up standing cause he timed it perfectly is so fun, and show-offy but i would do that too if i were him

aaaa its not jake's business anymore why embry didnt come and they sent collin insteadddd

seth understanding why bella needed to drink blood is so seth

bella thought she would have to drink animal blood but it's actually gunna be human blood which she usually has an aversion too but she actually thinks it smells good + tastes good she even moans when she drinks it oh nooo her body was really craving it as rosalie put it kdajsf

the blood gave bella some life and edward too he's laughing at jake's thoughts as he should and jake is like ugh how can anyone live w him

i mean seth is besties w edward he's not gunna kill em

'get your furry butt back to la push' hahahaha

oh no bella's even more unwell in just a day >:(

carlisle cheekyly finding out how many chromosome pairs jake/the wolves has is so real of him - it is like magiccccc him and bella are rightt i agree with them - the phasing is even described as a shimmer #magic

why didnt i just walk away? oh, right because im an idiot
thanks for that jake lmao

'emergency vampirization' how iconic&true of carlisle

of course carlisle is a good person + doesn't deserve to die . he is the best pls don't kill him ... (ik he doesnt but still)

jacob finally gave in to his alpha instincts +is more powerful than sam as the 'true alpha' +he breaks off from his pack >:(

woohoo ofc seth joins him

edward saying he'd give anything so bella would live - even if it takes having puppies and jacob is disgusted by the idea but he still kinda tells bella even though he hates it ... also he's drawn to her like an addict ... i wonder why ... #heynessie

eek jake made a deal to kill edward once/if the baby kills bella and they shake hands but jake describes edward's hand as a rock aaaaa

i would have liked the cullens' povs from when bella arrived back from their honeymoon and was only a little pregnant and then it got worse and worse and started hurting her - cause at first she was okay like did one day she just stop being okay yk or was it gradual ...

jasper the 'hungry-looking one'

edward has the face of a man burning at the stake oh nooo

jacob's chapter titles are so chaotic and i love them haha and he doesnt have a table of contents like bella ...

why do vampires have a piercing ringing voice ...

every time jacob calls rosalie blondie i find it so funny haha

okay he's shocked to find bella pregnant with a monster inside her just like the baby's father eeek understandably so she is insanely pregnant for a few weeks ...

no but really why is it that men can still have babies when they're old ughh

anyway bella is surprised and happy but edward is in shockkk
her heart has grown to account for her love for her babyyyy aww
and edward wants to abortttt 'that thing' but bella is like no wdym it's her and edward's baby she of course wants to keep it

aaah the infamous 'morte' by kaureee eek even bella understood that

edward writing a note to bella that he went to hunt but putting mrs cullen on the front - stopppp right now <3

omg bella got a sudden pain in her stomach her pregnancy symptoms are hereeeee

omg bella already reflexively dropped her hand to stomach and she is already showing a small but defined bump sticking out between her hips aaahhjdakadfg which wasnt there yesterday oh noo

once they left and after bella ate a lot of lunch .. hmm interesting wink wink .. edward asks if she wants to swim the dolphins but she's like there's an awful lot of headboard left and before she even finishes her sentance edward scoops her up dsifjdgs

aww edward is happy about them going to dartmouth in the fall, saying he'd tutor bella so she doesn't fail out, it would've been so sweet <3 3

aaaah kaure is here and she is afraid for bellaaaaaa and bella just wants to have sex w edward again but the caretakers(?) are still hereee

bella didnt realise edward was breaking the furniture as they slept together dakjska she's incredibly self absorbed 0.o

oh no the black lacey night gown got destroyed 3 + they both liked that one 3 alas . thinking about the montage where bella wears all the stuff alice packed for her in the movie, i love it <3