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‘But don’t you see? This is the one thing I can do as well as anyone else… I can suffer. God wants suffering now.’

‘But in living matter, suffering is not the measure of life: suffering is the fatal by-product and, no matter how sharp, is negligible.’

‘How could I have guessed? if I didn't know that one laughs in suffering. Because I didn't know that that was how one suffered. So I had called joy my deepest suffering.’

‘Doing would be transcending, transcending is an exit.’

‘The time to live is a slow uninterrupted creaking of doors continuously opening wide.’

‘From birth to death is when I call myself human, and shall never actually die. But that isn’t eternity, it’s damnation.’

‘What I had always found repulsive in roaches is that they were obsolete yet still here.’

‘A step from climax, a step before revolution, a step before what's called love… There's a bad taste to the disorder of living. And I wouldn't have even known, if I'd wanted to, how to transform that latent step into a real one. From the pleasure in a harmonious cohesion, from my greedy and permanently promising pleasure in having but not spending… Was the promise enough for me? A promise was enough for me.’

‘Maybe disappointment is the fear of no longer belonging to a system.’