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i love lyra’s middle name

“Enemies-to-lovers—it’s our trope, Buxbaum.”
I’m fully convinced gracie wrote in between for them no one can tell me otherwise

“I fell in love with teasing you in the second grade, when I first discovered that I could turn your cheeks pink with just a word. Then I fell in love with you.”
my babies

“She’s not you.” “What?” “She. Isn’t. You.”
i just can’t come between them, they got their own thing

“His mom lets him park behind her car. He always pulled in his driveway, but then out of nowhere, right about the time you got your car, he started parking in the street.”
“And I’m not saying anything other than I think he was after that spot because he wanted a reason to talk to you. Do with that what you will.”
need my own wes fucking bennett

“Did you ever know, Liz, that Wes used to sit on the back porch and listen to you practice the piano?

“That boy has been into you since you were little kids.”
they’re SO Mary’s song x everything has changed x so high school (I LOVE THAT MASHUP)

I stared at them, the picture-perfect couple, as Taylor Swift made my soul ache. Please don’t ever become a stranger Whose laugh I could recognize anywhere—
funny coincidence that it’s New Year’s Eve right now

I just smiled and shrugged as “New Year’s Day” by Taylor Swift came on.
i love New Year’s Day

Liz is… different. She’s the kind of girl who wears a dress when everyone else wears jeans. She listens to music instead of watching TV. She drinks black coffee, has a secret tattoo, runs three miles every day rain or shine, and still practices the piano.
THE WAY HE SPEAKS ABOTU HER

chapter 14 hurts

THE CAR SCENE

“And I think I regret all of it. I miss your clothes and curly hair. You look best when you’re you.”
they’re everything

He raised one eyebrow, an unspoken question, and I realized at that moment that I wanted it. I wanted Wes. Michael had been my endgame, but I couldn’t bring myself to care about that anymore. I wouldn’t run through a train station for Michael. But I would do it for Wes. Holy shit.

“I’m just saying that I like a girl who can make me laugh, that’s all. Someone I have fun with no matter what we’re doing.”

“That is disgusting, Buxbaum.” “Right?” “Is that the first time you’ve ever said those words?” I just laughed and nodded, which made him big laugh.

love THEMM

“Well, can’t you include her and just not replace your mom? It seems to me that you can still hold on to your memories, even if Helena is with you. Right?”
hold on to the memories they will hold on to you

I wanted to hang out with Wes. It was probably just that his understanding of my grief made me feel a camaraderie with him.
the second verse of bed chem started playing in my head when i read the word camaraderie

i love The Wes and Liz playlist

Music made everything better.
liz is so real, like music is my solution to everything in life

“Seriously, I want to know. Is it all boot-knocking songs, like Ginuwine and Nine Inch Nails, or is it cheesy romance? Was Taylor Swift on the list?”
tay love songs are ON TOP

“Good girl.” the things i would do to wes bennett

the great gatsby mentioned

I suppose nobody ever suspects the housemaid.

but Ada has TASTE

i wanna read Rebecca too

I miss nina

please let it not be what I think it is.

it’s always if if if.

atleast cece is back

“I love you, Wendy. Don’t you love me?”
Wendy should rot in hell