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It’s 10p.m.
I need to be up before 6
Kindle says I have 4 hours left
guess I will be a zombie tomorrow?

-You seem more of an ice-bath kind of guy.
-What is that supposed to mean?

“What do you want me to do, Fabiana? Get on my knees and beg?” “That would be a start.”

YES, TELL HIM, GIRL
and you sir, you better get on your knees indeed

“A kind gesture. I suppose it was if you ignored the illegality of it.”

I giggled XD

“Now I just had to convince the fiancée I’d spent months trying to drive off to agree to marry me.”

THIS IS SO FUN

stupidest decision ever to start a mafia romance at midnight cause it’s not possible to read just one chapter, I got to 20% until I literally could not see anymore

“I’m going to savour this.”
„You’re very sure you’ll survive that.”
„No,” I say, and brush my mouth just below her ear. “I’m fairly sure this is how I die.”

oh their banter

oh the age gap is too big for me but I hope they will not be mentioning their age every second and I can just forget how big it is

I really hope the ebook version has proper TW…

Kindle app says I have 2,5h left but my eyeballs need a break 😔

it’s also trying to be too political while still being a sexy romance and the balance so far is a bit off, we’ll see how it goes later

it’s way too many things at once and I don’t think it’s fully working. They are ex friends, now kinda enemies, but she’s head over heels about him, he’s cocky, but obviously needs to later turn out to be one of the good guys, I’m not fully buying the way she’s so passionate about saving the clinic, and don’t get me started on the whole podcast thing

the page count is killing me but somehow it is rather fast to read so overall not bad

“I wish so much that I could have her back, now that I feel I know her. But sometimes we only get lucky enough to understand people once they’re gone.”

“you are my first daughter. The first thing that ever happened to me that ever felt bigger than me, than my sadness.”

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I am in public, I cannot cry

“You’re smart and everyone knows you’ll do big things, but I wonder if you question whether you want to or not? Is being capable of greatness necessarily an indication that you should grasp it? Is greatness all so that we can be remembered how we want to be?”

oh ok

“But my heart breaks again. I am omitted, again from my mother’s last words.”

mine does too

the effort I’m putting into holding back my tears can be considered a workout

“It scared the shit out of me, because I’m afraid of losing you. But I do believe it’s better to love and lose. And I already lost you. So many times. Now I just want to love you.”

“Because I love you. I’ve always loved you. I’m always gonna love you. And there’s a reason I can’t find this feeling anywhere else. It’s because it’s not lust. It’s not love. It’s you.”

“You shouldn’t have had to do that. You didn’t have to. But you did do it, and I’m so grateful. I’m so grateful you did because I got to be a stupid kid for a whole lot longer. The only problem is . . . You didn’t.”

-I didn’t want to be the one to fix everything. I’d been fixing everything for so long.
-Yeah, and whose fault is that?
-It’s not my-
-Nobody asked you to do the things you did for everyone.Nobody even needed you to, a lot of the time.The thing is,you don’t trust anybody to know what they need.You work tirelessly behind the scenes to give people things they never asked for,and won’t appreciate like you hope

“Joke’s on me, though. It’s not like the distance made me love you less. Instead I just got exactly what I was afraid of. I lost you anyway. That goes for everyone.”