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oh god

i missed the excitement of reading a book, feeling gripped by the ink on the former-trees and the calm down lost feeling one would get once they trace the last sentence of a story. first book of 2026

it’s 4:33am. not sure if i should force myself to stop or force myself to continue the way jake is forcing his memories

oh god

i don’t know if i’m overreacting or the writing is so good that it makes you feel fear and unexplainable stress even though:
A) i don’t live in america and B) it’s 2026 and not 1962.
also KENNEDEY IS DEAD AND THIS IS FICTION. WHY AM I HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING AND WISHING I HAD MY EMOTION SUPPORT HUMAN NEAR ME TO HUG AND CALM ME DOWN IM STRESSING TOO MUCH
it’s 6:20am hewo :3

it’s going great, im getting my reading flow back bit by bit. thank you Stephen king

PART II :
the janitor’s father