Lucien > Recent Status Updates

Heyyy so I’m back, I forgot my password and kinda gave up trying for a while. A lot of stuff has happened and I sincerely apologize if anyone was worried. I just got out of a mental hospital and am now on meds that should hopefully start working soon. I’m trying to get better and ask for help more.

I’m not gonna make it out of this house alive.

So I went to the Amish…and they were staring at me the whole time lmao.

I hate being forcibly feminized.
Get me out of here 🥲

One more she/her and I’ll she/herl myself out a window.

My mother is dragging me dress shopping 😭

I know I said that I would do a face reveal soon, but I haven’t been doing well at all lately so it still might be a bit.

Now that I am obligated to, I’ll do a face reveal soon 🥲

I kinda sorta gave myself a septum piercing. Should I keep it or nah?

I just came out to my aunt. I’m worried she’ll tell my parents though.

Listening to girly pop music while worshiping Aphrodite is peak for me right now

I’m going to spend most of the day worshipping Aphrodite and maybe Apollo so if I’m offline you’ll know why lol

Actively being dragged of to the homophobic church. Tell my story if I don’t come back.

About to go clean my room blasting Chappell Roan 😋

Also side note my ribs are KILLING ME HELPPP🥲

I’m really f-ing tired of being everyone’s verbal punching bag.

“I do it for Juno pretend her life is on the line, manipulate myself into staying alive, for Juno struggle up off the ground”

I really want to ask this girl out to prom but I’m so nervous and scared that she’ll say no 😭(helpppp I’m dying inside)

Does anyone else want to eat a lot but also starve themself at the same time? I have no clue what’s going on

HAHAHAHAHAAA I GOT A HAIRCUT AND I LOOK LIKE A 12 YEAR OLD BOY BUT ITS WORTH IT TRUSTTT

MITSKI>>>>

I’M FINALLY SUPPOSED TO GET A HAIRCUT THIS WEEK AHHHHHH!!! I’M SO EXCITED 😁

Does anyone else not get dysphoria often, but when you do have it you have it for like over a week?
IS THIS NORMAL????😭

It’s been confirmed!!
My parents will never accept me😁(kill me now)

I’m off to go argue with my world history teacher 🤗

I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW 😭😭😭
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME

If I hear someone say “Oh! PaTrOcLUs AnD AChiLeS WeRE JusT fRiEndS” one more time I’m gonna crash out. THATS LIKE SAYING SAPPHO WAS STRAIGHT!

I keep getting jump scared by my deadname 💀

I’m gonna go play Roblox for half of the day 😋

Cry counter: 1

Times I said “homo” out loud: 34

GUYS DO NOT MESS WITH APOLLO WHEN HES MAD ISTG BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN 😭

IF I DONT GET ANY TALLER I WILL FR CRASH OUT