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Dude make Jack real. I love him sm oh my GOSHHH HES SO SWEET I CANTTT. ok but other than Jack I’m not a huge fan of the book. It still has me thinking about it like every day but there are still some things that I’m like. That isn’t realistic. Ykwim? But the writing style is cool I haven’t really read a book with such frequent perspective changes in the middle of chapters but it’s cool. Very cool book

Ohhh my gosh I hate hate hate Riley. I miss Felix tho. Linus and Tanner my loves

Awww they’re so cute. I love this chapter. The happy years 🫪🫪🫪. I’m so close to the end but it’s ok. Rip Jude’s legs. “‘I am willem Ragnarrson,’ He said. ‘And I will never let you go’” brooo he’s so cute. Need me a Willem fr fr.

Fml. Fml. Fml. I hate this book. I hate it sm. Oh my GOSHHH AAAAAAAA AJDJSKSKJDJDSKDJDJDKSKS

AWWWWWW HE JUST WENT INTO SALS ROOM AND I CANT. HES SO SWEET. I LOVE HIM SM. HES LIKE SO SOFT SPOKEN AND SAYS ALL THE RIGHT THINGS??? I CANT??? Dude he should become real. I think I still like Arthur more but still. Shdjdjdjsks I love this book sm it’s so sweet. Such a drastic but lovely change from heated rivalry and a little life dude

I’m going to die. I just read this for like 2 straight hours and like some serious stuff was going down and now I feel like I’m walking thru a dream like life genuinely doesn’t feel real and I uh I uh I’m going to die idk is this what disassociating is. Nothing feels real I genuinely walked outside and was like what? Because I realized how privileged I am in my perfect life and idk. Nothings real anymore dude

Gay freaks. Anyway I listened to it on the way to school today and it was the interview scene and AWWW THEYRE SO SWEETTT HES HELPING ILYAAA WAAA

Listening to this as I walk out of school is crazy. I feel like a sinner but oh my gosh it’s so good. I’ve never been so dedicated to an audiobook before like I’ve been on the GRIND. except having that stupid guys Russia accent in my head all day is messing with me cause now I just randomly say things in his accent and look like a try hard freak. 😔😔😔

DUE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE I LOVE THEM SMMM THEYRE SO CUTESIE OH MY GOSHHH THEYRE SO MUCH CUTER IN THE BOOK THAN THE SHOW I CANTTT. They’re actually so freaky tho. But I appreciate how much more context this gives cause the show was made by a bunch of prudes so I didn’t understand the shower scene until I read the book. I did fall asleep in class and my teacher had to wake me up to go to lunch. Embarrassinggg

Dude I started watching the show and JSJSJDJSKSKSKSKSJDBDJDKD I love them sm they’re my love I love them sm dude not even FREAKING FUNNY

I LOVE U JB IM SO SORRY JB I FORGIVE U JB WAAA

Dude I forgot how much I love this book highkey she so real for all that

EJJDJDJDJSKSJSJ OH MY GOSH I LOVE THIS BOOK SM WHY IS IT SO LONGGG I NEED TO LIKE LOCK IN

I’m so cooked. This book is so sad oh my gosh. I’ve almost cried like 3 times. I need to lock in tho cause Frankie is ahead of me and I’m the one who recommended it to him. Bangor book tho

Do NOT tell my therapist I’m reading this dude. ALSO THIS IS 800 PAGES??? I’m so cooked whatever it’s fineee it’s only the like fiftieth book on my reading list that I will never finish. Unfortunately I am obsessed tho it’s so good so far and I’ve fallen in love with Jude idk it’s just the way things go ig

POV u almost cried in therapy today because u were listening to this book for ur fun little break activity and then Jude has to go to the hospital because he cut himself too much this time and Willem is realizing that he needs to take better care for him and not just let things go because Jude wants him to

Ok genuinely it’s so Bangor. Like I was a little sketch of the guys voice but it’s ok. I like his like attitude idk. I love the characters. Eliza said she hates JB but the way JB describes his friends like DUDE u can tell he’s an artist yk. Idk about Malcom I feel bad that his dad doesn’t really like him especially not compared to Flora but he seems a brat. I LOVE WILLEM AND JUDE FALL IN LOVE PLEASE

BANGORRR so funny dude feel so seen dude not the walk being mentioned like ooo who does that

ITS SO BANGOR U DONT EVEN KNOWWW it’s so funny dude usually i dont take pictures of books when I think a line is funny but dude my camera roll is packed with just this book I’m obsessed. And she’s so relatable too like dude yes I’m not crazy

Dude this book is so funny I love it. It’s scary how much I relate but I’m sure it’s fineee. This chapter was about her sister and how they grew up with faith and such
“There goes my wild sister, I would think, and then I’d go wash my hands fifty times and pray for her soul”

I was just looking through the ocd section in Lowell’s while mama was trading some books in but they were all self help and I wanted to LEARN and I found this book and it’s about a girl growing up with religious ocd so I was like eh maybe I took a picture but planned to leave it but I picked it up again and started reading and it’s so funny in a sad self deprecating way cackling in powells

Chapter 7 is not the weak dude I had to dial in to understand the words but honestly for how complicated this chapter was and could’ve been it was pretty well worded for people who hate science and don’t understand what their teachers are saying most of the time. Also I learned we produce a hormone (?) called oxytocin when we look into a loved one’s eyes and that’s so cute it’s the love hormone 🥹

Ok still super interesting but I learned about PANDAS or PANS or CANS depending on the infection but it’s when a kid gets OCD or movement disorders (similar to tics) from an infection (usually strep) in which the infection tricks the immune system into not only fighting the infection but all ur joints and brain cells which is crazy

I’m listening to it on audiobook cause I was bored of my music and have been trying to research OCD a lot recently and it’s actually pretty easy to understand what they’re saying like usually when I read an info book I can’t listen or I won’t understand but this one is great I like the mini stories in between about different people it helps give like a little example of what they’re saying too.

KSKDKSJSNSNSN KICKING MY FEET SQUEALING THIS BOOK IS SO CUTEEE SJSKSKSKSN

I DIDNT READ THE SUMMARY OR ANYTHING BEFORE I DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE GAY SKSKKSKWSKKDKDD LETS GO IM SO EXCITED a little iffy at the beginning cause I’m kinda tired of mystical magical fantasy but lowkey I’m excited now. Also he is SO British. Everyone here is dude idk half of the words they’re saying. What’s a wont??? Or rapt??? Maybe I’m just stupid but that’s freak British words

Ok I miss old Atticus lowkey and he’s the only reason I’m reading this because I love him so much sksksksk so kinda sad but I am loving Hank and I hope him and Scout get together. Also why do they stop calling her Scout??? She’s just Jean Louise??? Boring I like Scout

JSJSJDJSESJZ I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I NEED ME A BLUE WHY HAS NO ONE READ THIS ZKJSKSKSKSKS
new fav book dude

OH MY GOSH FOAMING AT THE MOUTH THIS BOOK IS SO GOOD WHY HAS NO ONE READ IT SJDJSJSKKS

IM SO EXCITEDDDD and I’m meeting characters ik jssnmsmsksks