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going in for my reread almost exactly 3 years after reading it for the first time………… this is going to be Sickening

“love was a room that appeared when you stepped into it” im fucking sobbing

“what i want to say is that i was happy. not always, not even mostly. but i did know real, deep joy. maybe everyone gets a certain amount to use up over a lifetime, and i just used my lifetime’s allotment especially quickly, with leila. but i dont I think it was a tragedy, my life. tragedies are relentless. nobody could ask for more than what I’ve had”

this fucking book. this FUCKING BOOK. i need to scream about it i need it tattooed on my back i need to wipe my memory and read it all for the first time again i need to copy it into my journal word for word this book this fucking book im going INSANE about this book