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It's taking me so long to finish this bc the chapters about Zevander's past are SO difficult to read. There's supposed to be a "touch of horror" in this novel but that touch feels more like a bxtch slap. I'm reeling after every chapter I have to read about his past.

I decided to read this book bc I have familial ties to Bolivar, Tennessee & recognized the author's surname. Most Bolivar folks are either McTizic's or Sain's (or both). My bloodline is Sain like the author so I was intrigued. I love a southern Gothic story.

Peak emotional devastation..

"How can such little things take so large a soul from this world?"

Don't ask me how I'm doing, I'm upset. He's actually dead bc you wanted him to kill that terminator of a woman Aja.

Atp I'm just here for the vibes. Still not sure what's going on.

One thought while listening to the trigger warnings.. Who is more unwell? The author for writing this or me for pressing play anyway?

Here I am. Ugly crying again. I decided to try the graphic audio version for book 3. The emotional damage is so much worse.

Girl, f them turtles. I actually dread pressing play on this audiobook. Are goodreads & Frieda McFadden in a relationship? This thriller reading challenge is like 50% McFadden novels. I've been reading so much 4 and 5 star literature lately, so the contrast with this book is disorienting.

Please don't mind me while I CRY INCONSOLABLY