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I’m so fucking scared to turn the page rn

“Your mama was always a happy person, but while she was pregnant with you she was even happier. She used to sing lullabies all through the day like you were already born.”
“Mama had wanted me. For a little while at least, I had made her happy.”
black truck, red hair, red eyes, white room, gold leaf, greying hair, white cake, blue crayon, red crayon, right hand

thisbookissad. from the first page i was crying. maren and her mama reminded me too much of me and mine. why do i always see parts of myself in the most fucked up girls? i’m glad my mom didn’t end up with a cannibal like maren’s, but is the monster she had instead any better? luke’s bright redhair and the middle of the lake, his rotten-egg charm and innocent dreams were devastating—before and after hisfate

maybe im just stupid but WHERE ARE THE QUOTATION MARKS
i'm losing my mind