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I promise if you get through it, I’ll make it worth it. I’ll marry you if you get past all the shame of being with me. Susanna x.

all wrapped up in thoughts about the first girl that wrapped me around her finger

finally they kissed but i’m still painfully annoyed

self conscious, annoying but not inauthentic

i take it back. write the girl you’re in love with letters. fill notebooks up for her if it makes her happy. number the list.

the level of teenage anxiety of fitting in is so tiresome

repeat repeat repeat

it’s covered in a thin, looped handwriting, the black ink fading to gray.
it’s my grandmother’s handwriting

queer, oakland, witchcraft?

“‘It never really seems like you were interested in guys’ she answered, ‘they seemed like more of a convenience thing to you. And when you had one best girlfriend you neglected all the rest.’”

“ I am livid and I throw my phone as hard as I can twice against a brick wall and then chuck it into the street and watch a car run it over”

nell & theo - call and repeat

Eleanor come home

hill house

“I wouldn’t have done that to you.”—Edward looks at his uncle and then over at Shea. This applies to her too—“because I know what it’s like to be left behind.”He’s winded by the sentence as if the truth has taken something from him. He feels a flash of fear, but then sees the look on his uncle‘s face. John opens his arms, and Edward steps forward.

dead sibling media is flaying me alive

i’m so depressed that jordan didn’t get to tell mahira

“He understands the adults’ desire for him to just be healed—how could they really understand what he’s been through? But he feels like Lacey should know better.”

i don’t think i’d be any less traumatized given the situation

“it is you. you stinking drunk in my house, shouting in the streets, bringing wine here when you know what I am. and I have spent all day with the most precious man in the world to me, a man who will die soon and there’s nothing I can do about it, and you decided this was the day to lose your mind?”

“guilt, gratitude and regret” agony emotionality heartbreak

orangina

domestic violence, isolation and exerted control a little too real. i hate you gabrielle.

this is going to be a lesbian yearning book. i can already tell

agony

page 56 and we already have a hate crime