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“‘She hates me!’ ‘Whoa!’ I raise my hands.” Ji-Won, I love you😂

“I wrap my arms around her and squeeze her. She’s so small. Sometimes she seems so mature that I forget how young she is. She’s only fifteen, just a child.” As an older sister, this book is so heavy to read sometimes 😭

*cries in big sister*…

“…but nothing for her could ever take the place of horror.” RIP Amy, you would’ve been so happy Horror took home some Oscar awards this year lol

Calling it now, it’s the kids’ birth father. Has to be. It’s so sad tho, watching this 12 year old trying to keep her brother safe and still shield him from the dark truth…

89 pages. It has taken me 89 pages to feel maternal over Ben and understand Amy’s anxiety and frustration. The relief I felt when she finally told them to leave??? Omg..😭

Yes, girl! Gaslight him!!!🥳

Oh… My… God… Our main character is crazy 🫣 I LOVE IT!!!!🥳😍

“A reminder that I once had a father.” Nope. Nope. Goodbye, I can’t. This section is EXACTLY how it feels. The first few months, sm reminded me of my father. Certain shows, smells. I’d flinch when someone would whistle!😩

Oh my god… 😳 this is my life. As someone who grew up with parents that split bc my father met another woman, and being the eldest? In these 21 pages, I have seen myself. Especially in chapter 5. Having an emotionally immature mother is not for the weak lol..