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o cameraman com medo do loren vou morrer

giving another try to this series after the long reading slump they put me in

“This last part she says into my hair, because now she's hugging me, tightly, and I don't want her to stop, ever.
Yes, I tell her. Yes.”

uma amizade feminina verdadeira salva a vida de qualquer garota.

“"Are you trying to get closer to God, Charlotte?"
I shake my head. "Fuck no," I say.”

SOU ELA

“A girl's life is the worst life in the world. A girl's life is: you are born, you bleed, you burn.”

“I'm so unwhole. I don't know where all the pieces of me are, how to fit them together, how to make them stick. Or if I even can.”

i’m actually wordless about louisa like wtf???

“I'm so tired of drunk and desper-ate. I'm tired and angry at me. For letting myself get smaller and smaller in the hopes that he would notice me more. But how can someone notice you if you keep getting smaller?”

her surrounding by sick people is making me sick too lol

"He's in a downward slide and in that slide, we users will take everybody we can down with us. Because if we land in shit, we don't want to be alone in the shit."

SHES WAKING UP

oh my charlie

“Move forward. Keep on truckin'. I'm getting tired of everyone thinking it's so easy to live. Because it's not. At all.”

"Never in a million years will a relationship between an alcoholic junkie and a scared young girl work out."

27 fucking years old

she’s so screwed omg

esse riley ta no fundo do poço e levando a menina junto pqp to ficando louca

he’s following her and this is pissing me off

que dor ver ela em um ambiente igual ao que ela morava, engatilhando ela mais ainda no momento que ela mais precisa de paz e apoio para se curar

“You were given very few emotional resources as a child and your life, until now, has been one of hiding your feelings until they become simply so powerful you can't control them anymore.”

“I'm in a little bubble of warmth, just like I had with Ellis, a place l never thought I'd be again.”

me irrita ser o riley fazendo ela se sentir assim

"Charlie, do you know why I decided to go to college all the way out here? You and Ellis were exhausting. Your little games with each other, with me, that shit tired me out. Did you ever realize that? Probably not. You two were so wrapped up in yourselves."

oh mickey when i catch you

frequentemente fico agoniada com as condições que ela mora e a falta de urgência com a própria higiene e do ambiente que ela mora mas aí lembro que ela é só uma menina que passou pelo inferno e tá tentando sobreviver da melhor maneira que consegue sabe

"You're just a baby," she says quietly. "So young."

“Nine hundred and thirty-three dellars and only one of us got out alive. Semi-alive.”

i hate her mother

“She was right. I did find my special friend. But nobody told me she was going to fucking kill herself.”

a bichinha

oh!

“I need release, I need to hurt myself more than the world can hurt me, and then I can comfort myself.”