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“…I saw my fat fuck of a self. I saw my patients at the hospital seeing me, hating me and loving me, a hundred times mistaking me, not one ever once understanding who I really am. I saw little white girls seeing me and thinking I was dumb. I saw my father the week before he died swaddling me in a baby blanket and I saw my mother seeing me graduate from nursing school and I burned with love.”

the edward breakup lowkey re-traumatizing me

“‘how do we move through all this beauty without destroying it?’”

“‘and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.’”

ughhhh

“It was the same as yesterday — I just couldn’t keep little sprouts of hope from budding in my mind, only to have them squashed painfully…”

ughhhh forgot how much i love

back at it again at krispy kreme!

henry next please!!!

PLEASE LEAVE HIM QUEEN. KNOW YOUR WORTH!!!

“‘disappointment tells us what we truly wanted. and to want is to be alive.’”

“my existence was a burden to all involved with it, and i resolved to never make any demand if i could help it. then, perhaps, i could be tolerated. then, perhaps, i could be loved.”

i keep forgetting to update my progress but anywaysssss…carmilla is sexy and i wish her carriage broke down near me!

loveee so far