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I was so visible, yet so unseen. I felt the most isolated I’d ever been in my life, like I’d backed myself into a corner.

And being loved by thousands didn’t mean I loved myself. Not at all.

Having doubts is normal, being insecure is human, but hearing your own worst fears from someone else’s mouth is excruciating.
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so real

instead, it was like I was given a mold and told to squeeze myself into it.

My entry, which was really lame:

Here comes the girl

Who probably wants to hurl

Everyone stares but she doesn’t care

Cuz she’s getting hammered at the reception

Charlie’s entry, which didn’t even rhyme and made mine look like a masterpiece:

Here comes the bride

Doesn’t she look nice

Her dress has lace and she doesn’t have lice

Here comes the bride. Mic drop, bitches.
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I LOVE CHARLIE SM OMFG

“When you’re in the room, every single cell in my body—every nerve, every muscle, every breath—is lost in you.”

“Yeah, but then Charlie almost twisted his nipple off.”

That… was not what I expected, and I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye.

“Theo screamed—like full-on screamed high-pitched bloody murder in pain—as Charlie just twisted as hard as he could, and Charlie goes, You’re lucky I’m not violent or that would’ve been a punch.”
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IM DYINGGGGG WTF

Somewhere between Omaha and Colorado I’d fallen truly, madly, fucking ridiculously hard for Bailey Mitchell. She was all I could think about, all the time, and sometimes it felt like I’d do anything—anything—just to make sure she was happy.
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AWWW

what a shitty day ;w;

I WAS SO FUCKING RIGHT UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

NO STOP I ALREADY KNOW HE'S GOING TO TRY AND KISS LANDON BUT HE'LL REJECT HIM AND ITS GONNA BE HUMILIATING ASFFF UGH I NEED A BREAK

AWWWW I LOVE EM AND LUKE SMMMMMM

“Um, I’ll have a strawberry hot fudge sundae, ma’am,” Emmet mumbled. “Thanks.”

I smiled.
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THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT WHEN I READ THIS OMFGGGGG

“You just want my help with the coolers.” I bumped Landon’s shoulder.

“Come back tomorrow for the game and I’ll show you exactly how I want to use you.”

Landon went neon maroon as soon as the words left his lips. His ears darkened, and a flush bloomed over his cheeks. He stiffened, shifted away, groaning as he buried his head in his hands. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean, at all—”
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LMFAOO WHAT

But if I could cut my failure out, would there be anything left of me?
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wow

AMNESIA BY 5SOS IS LIKE THE MOST UNDERRATED SONG EVER. I WANNA CRY EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO IT ;w;

I bawled into my pillow like a baby. And when I was done, I blocked her number so she could never do this to me again.
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STOP NO FUCK WTFFFFFF

worst week of the year so far