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On page 100 she discusses how the teenage brain grows and the pruning process it goes through. In this she discusses how dopamine tracks are rewired which is why food doesn’t taste as sweet and stuff doesn’t seem as good as when your a little kid and also why teens get bored often because as the pruning is happening it matures your reward pathways making pleasure harder to attain and more inticing!

This book was so cute I loved the multi pov! I loved the presents they all got each other especially the painting F gave to Rhys! And the other was that they are going to try for a baby and Rhys gave her a manor to build however she likes! And like 4 birthday presents plus her cake! Nesta is still pissed and is pushing away Cassian and even didn’t take his gift, and the snowball fight was just perfect!

Everyone seems to be trying to get back to normal ish! Rhys and F are too busy to see each other as much which they hate but they have their moments. Cassian and nesta aren’t talking and nesta rly isn’t seeing any of them. Mor is still angry about her father, Az and E seem to be getting along, Lucian is stuck with Tamlin and Amren hates fae food! Rhys stuck it to Tamlin too!

That was so beyond good! E and N killed the king in the best way possible after he injured C and killed their father, amren didn’t betray them she found a way to unleash herself and kill the remained army but when they broke the cauldron it started to break the world and Rhys sacrificed himself for it! F made the high lord bring him back and T even helped, and they all went back to Velaris to rebuild and repair!

The war is here at every turn there has been problems by hybern! Feyre and Rhys have rallied all the courts together to fight even Tamlin after they both shut him down at the meeting! They used the cauldron to steal elain and az and Fey went to get her back and tamlin and Justin saved them! Now I think amren has betrayed them right at the worst moment but her father and Miriam have come to help at last!

The Hybern army has officially made its first attack on the Summer Court, while Rhys and Feyre were distracted by the two raven boys who are hunting Nesta cuz she took power from the cauldron and we find that cauldron gave Elain her power! Feyre, Rhys and the IC have rushed to help with Illyrian legions even though the summer court has a price on all their heads! Also I think Valian likes Amren!

We have come so far, she convinced Tamlin and the whole rest of his court to turn on each other and her and Lucien left to go back to the night court! Cassian and Arziel saved them from his brothers in the Winter Court! They are trying to find allies everywhere from the bone carver to the people under the mountain to the other courts! Nesta is Lady Death now and Elain is Seer! Plus you can see their relationships!

Because the night before she had been married and mated and vowed to Rhys as the Lady of the Night Court and Tamlin just let her walk right into enemy territory still very much bonded to Rhys!

then while they were trying to break the cauldron we find out Tamlin is working with the king and the king took Feyre sisters and turned them both Fae! Lucien is Elaine’s mate, Cassian has a thing for Nesta and in order to save them all Feyre pretended to break from Rhys and love Tamlin and told the king to break there mate bond and he did but instead he only broke their bargain!

Feyre coming into her powers and her a Rhys going back and forth but never admitting feelings, then finally when she starts she finds out he is her mate and she is mad because he didn’t say anything, they make up and tell the queens about Velaris but they ratted them out and Feyre fought to protect the city!

Feyre has left the spring court and Tamlin and is not coming back. She found out she has a special role in this war because she went up against the weaver and survived and got Rhys mothers ring back. It was a test but it worked she is angry with Rhys for some things but overall she has come to understand why he does what he does, her sisters are helping get the book now, and she is finally fighting for it again!

That was such a development, Tamlin is an asshole and keeps restricting Feyre and then apologizing, he keeps trapping her in the house until she couldn’t take it and she shifted to the one place she could think, Rhys and the Night Court! We have gotten so much background about the war coming and what Feyre may have to do, we have visited the Bone Carver and now headed to Weaver!

Rhysand interrupted the wedding right when Feyre was about to have a panic attack! Like she literally hated everything about the whole affair not Tamlin but just all the attention and shit! She need to get outta there.

What does everyone think about the connections between Autism and ADHD and addiction? Like the loss of control?

Feyre is still a shell of herself and Tamlin is now being very overprotective cuz she died and came back she was supposed to be with Rhys for one week every month but it’s been three and he hasn’t said anything! Also in two weeks Tamlin and Feyre are getting married! He proposed a month after the mountain which is insane! And she’s tired of being a lady and being cooped up all the time!

That ending was sweeter than expected I wonder why Rhys looked at her like that and just vanished, she finished the final trial and went home with Tamlin after he killed Amarantha! Finally, and she became a high fae in the process! Now she and Tamlin and the whole spring court get to go home and she is still sad about all she had to do to get there

Rhys had to “pretend” to be all over Feyre to keep Amarantha from finding out Tamlin came to find Feyre. He is obviously on her side and has even opened up about why he does what he does. She is on her last trial where she has to kill three fae and the last one turns out to be Tamlin, except she remembered he has a heart of stone!

How have we not been taught this before in schools, like why is the world so ignorant?

She found Amarantha and Tamlin who had said a word or even made a face at her. She has to do these three trials, first was a giant worm she had to kill and the second was a reading choice to save her and Lucien, except she can’t read so her bonded agreement and tattoo from Rhysand had to save her. I’m liking Tamlin less, but also I’m not sure how I feel about Rhys he feels like he is helping and hurting her.

That was so much world building so quick! Feyre knows much more now, about Rhys and Amarantha, and Tamlin. He was trying to get her to break his curse by saying she loves him, and she couldn’t say it he kept her family safe and they didn’t remember anything except nesta who was immune somehow. Now tamlin is gone and Feyre is going to get him.

I’m not sure how I feel about any of this. I like Feyre but I don’t know much about her, and Tamlin I like the stuff he says sometimes but he seems very quick to anger, and I like what I’m learning about the plague and such! Lucien is pretty funny, and I just wish Feyre wouldn’t be so protective of everything but I get why she is and now she wants to capture a Suriel!

I like this book and then I don’t! I like Mara and the concept of death she represents but she says weird stuff! I like Lenny and I hate Blair and I don’t feel bad for her and I can’t believe they end up together. I love seeing the outsiders perspective of Kai and Pae and their daughter who can see death! I can’t believe Kitt turned her down like an idiot but he is now king of the dead forever!

I’m not sure how I feel about Mara, I like the idea of her and sometimes the stuff she says but sometimes she’s just kinda boring and repetitive. It is very interesting to hear kitts inner thoughts of event from fearless and I like the incite into Blair and Lenny but I swear if they fall for each other I’m going to be pissed, because Pae only finds out Blair lived and snuck off after she calmed down.

that was insane, she got revenge on Blair, she started and finished all her trials, she thought she killed Kai but it was actually Mak. She got married to Kitt, Kai hated it, but then thanks to Calum she knows that’s her dad and her mom is Kitts mom and Kai was not the kings child but just the new queen, Kitt took a dose of plague and basically killed himself, so Kitt is king and he married Pae

Kitt only wants to marry her to save his kingdom, he is trying unite everyone, but he doesn’t care for her. Kai is struggling and is just blatantly loving Pae every chance he gets and Kitt knows and it’s causing problems with them, and because the elite bombed their parade they put Paedyn back in the trials! And they won’t let her kill Blair!

Kitt proposed to her for some fucking reason I don’t understand why Calum would tell him to do that! Kai is destroyed he wants to take Paedyn away but he feels like he doesn’t deserve her! Like wtf, now Paedyn is trapped in a marriage she doesn’t want and can’t be with Kai, also she found out her dad was not actually her dad, she was left on his doorstep, and the ordinary disease is fake!!

They are falling for each other with every damn page, Kai is just being open at this point and Pae is sometimes but other times she stops herself because she thinks nothing will ever change so he justifies it by telling her to pretend. He told her about his sister and how she died and about how he only braided her hair and kisses her thumb and they just had a moment in the pool that feels like them again.

So much has happened, the resistance is no more but those who were left rescued Pae from Kai and took him prisoner, then the man that employed Pae to fight captured them, and was going to turn them in, they escaped thru the sewer and admitted to each other they don’t regret loving each other and saved each other from drowning, and then from there they have just been trying to get out of Dor.

The tension bruh they both hate each other but love each other all the same they just won’t admit it to themselves. They both just need to wake up, I’m still so mad about Adena but at least Kai knows about Paes dad and why she hates him so much, but he still has to do his duty to Kitt. And no hate the Pae but she kind of created Kitt into the monster I know he is going to be.

That was heart breaking, he just had to stand there and watch her die she was so close to getting to see him again and she got killed for something that was not her fault, they killed her to get to Paedyn, but he just had to watch and realized they broke all her fingers. That is just wrong but he counted the stars for her, and found her star and promised to meet her there. Also the little scene with Kai was so cute!