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“Everything is quiet around me, leaving me with my thoughts.
Normally this would be bad, but I can only think of one thing.
Liam. No matter how many times I scold myself or try to think about other things, one way or another, it comes back to him.
It’s better than thinking about death.”

“Achille’s baneful wrath’s but it just Achilles grieving 😭😭😭

“I don’t think it’s hate.
And that thought scares me.
More than God. More than dying and rotting in the ground.”

“He kissed me. Not out of love or longing—it is a pact. A horribly toxic pact for two broken souls that have hit rock bottom.
But it is our pact, our promise.
And just like that, I think I’ve found something as compelling as death.”

“Nikolai joins me, his gaze fixed on Sofiya’s sleeping form. He removes his tuxedo jacket and gently drapes it over her, watching her with a tenderness I’d never expect from a man like him. A man who hasn't shown an ounce of emotion in the time I've known him. “
I ship so hard

“We won’t spend lazy weekends together, him teaching me to cook, or cozy nights watching movies by the fireplace. In the end, he'll be just a bittersweet memory of what could have been if my life was different.”

“In another life, Roman and I could be more. More than this one time, more than a forbidden affair. Because even after I free myself from Anatoly, I need to break free from this life. From this city. No matter how safe Roman makes me feel, it doesn’t change the fact that he’s partners with Anatoly. Part of the world I’m trying to escape, for me and Sofiya.”
She’s going to leave him oh god😭😭😭

“Ah,” he breathed, and his Cheshire grin was back in place. “Now, Dulcie. Now we can finally be together.” She smiled back at him and nodded.
Then he stabbed her again.
What in the actually FUCK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“I'm not scared of you,” she assured him.
“Liar,” he whispered. She shook her head.
“No. I'm scared of myself,” she breathed.
“Don't be scared,” he said, then he leaned in and kissed a tear away. “Don't ever be scared. It kills me. From now on, tell me whenever you're scared, and I'll take away your fears. Tell me when you're hurting, and I'll bleed for you.”

Constantine is a more fucked up version of Eli and I’m so here for it

“I can't believe we just did that.”
“What, killed a man?”
“No. I can't believe we just fucked in your truck.”

“loved that she was feeling a pain only he could give to her.”

I’m tired of this can she kill her fiancé and go run off with Roman already

“If only it could cleanse my soul. But there’s no cleaning something soiled and rotten.”

“Against the wall is the painting of an angel standing at the side of a cliff with seraphim-like wings. Her face was unpainted when I saw it, but now she… The painting is of me.
I’m the angel. I’m the one who was painted through the eyes of a lover.”

“Why do you do what you do?”
“It wasn’t a conscious choice I made. I was cursed to be this way.” Tormented, his eyes drop to an empty spot on the counter. I want to reach out to take away his pain. Pull him apart so I can see every broken part of him. His stare snaps back up to mine. “Do you realize how broken I had to be to become this violent?” He asks.” My heart😭😭😭😭

“What’s the other part? What’s sentimental about it?” Bloody hell, did my voice just break?” When he’s a mess when it comes to her 🤤🤤

“LaLa was wearing a long, flowing, deep-dyed teal dress threaded with gold that matched the strings of golden belts wrapped around her hips. Gold bangles were stacked from her wrists to past her elbows, concealing the dragon fire tattoos that went up her brown arms.” My north African baby cause I said so 👼

“You’re Deigh’s sister?”
“I am, and just as he chose Liam, I choose you, Sloane Mairi.” Omg😭😭😭😭

“Responsible or not, you are my rider.” He lowers his head and inhales, lifting my hair
“I’m not.” One very weird sniffing session later, he raises his ginormous head.
“You are,” he insists.
“Am not.” I shake my head. “Are too.” He narrows his eyes.
“See? Look at us. You’re mentally five years old.” I throw my hands out at my sides.
“If I’m five, then you’re four.”

Xaden’s threshing day finally 🤤🤤🤤

“Thank gods my little sister is studying to be a scribe like Dad and won’t ever know the fear that’s taken up residence in my veins since the moment I stepped onto the parapet.” So abt that 😥😥😥😥

“Mira nearly thrashed Dain Aetos last week when Violet fell out of a tree the two of them had been climbing.”
“She’s a little overprotective.” A smile curves my mouth, “ sorrengails siblings mentioned 😭😭😭😭😭

TF U MEAN I DONT KNOW WHO UOU ARE OMFG IM GONNA FAINT

“Emery. Em, please,” I cry, my voice gravelly and broken. I drop the rock, realizing I’m still seated on her torso.” This was in-fact a foreshadowing 😅😅

“I promise, Emery, when I kill you it will be with my knife to your heart. You’ll see me coming. You’ll know without a doubt that I’m going to take your life.” Is this a foreshadowing 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥

“I hate that I’m stuck protecting you,” he shouts and it startles me. Then softer. “You’re the worst thing to happen to me.” His voice breaks.”

“ I feel so stupid for letting him in. I knew he was cruel and vile. I knew he was too broken to be repaired…so why? Why does it still hurt so bad?” He’s not cruel and vile i scream while they drag me to the white room 😢😢😢

He took a knife to the back for her god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

He’s literally jerking off at the sight of her killing people wow