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Not too bad so far, nothing much to say.
The Testing’s about to begin.
I don’t trust Tomas at all.
And this book is alright so far.

Listen, I absolutely love this series.
I love America.
I love Maxon.
I love everyone from the OG TRILOGY.
But I hate Eadlyn.
I rated all of Ame’s books five stars, but for Eadlyn’s…
WHEN WILL I BE DONE????!!!!??!??!?
Soon, I hope. Let’s hope I can finish tonight and get to REALLY good books.

I’m beyond saying all Cap ‘no’’s. I’m beyond sad. I’m crying. My favorite character…
‘Sunshine’
‘Sweet Cheeks’…
No more of that. HE WAS MY FAV

It’s almost over- all of it.
What am I going to do? Before someone asks… yes. I cried knowing this was the end. It wasn’t a SAD part- I just realized that this is it…
UGH!
It feels like I finished the first book yesterday. Now I’m on book three?
WHY CAN’T THERE BE FOUR BOOKS??
Or even better….. 10

“If I’m sobbing, then at least I’m smiling.”
-Literally no one

😭 💃 😭 💃
I think I’m going to finish this book TOMORROW, as in TOMORROW… 😱
I’m not okay, but at the same time I’m perfectly okay. JAREN + KIVA IS BACK?!
well… kind of.
Kiva, I love you… BUT BE SO FR, THE ANGLEDUST MADE YOU TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM, SO BE HONEST NOW!!!! Anyways, that’s all I had to say.

I think I’m crying.
NOT SAD TEARS-
But tears of like…
💃 🕺 💃 🕺 😆

SO FUNNY!!!

Day two of reading (page 200), and I am literally LOVING THIS BOOK! It’s the last book in the series, and I know I should slow down…
BUT I CAN’T!
Every single page is BREATHTAKING!
And how the author writes is literally… I don’t how to describe it. Perfection. At the beginning of the series, I wasn’t digging it. But now? This might be the best writing I’ve ever read. It’s so inspiring for a new author

OKAY,
so I’ve just finished reading (day one of reading 💪), and I have already had like THREE jaw-dropping moments. Like…. WHEN THE KING OF MERIVAN WAS FORCING KIVA TO MARRY HIM?! Like… EXCUSE ME?! and when ASHLYN JUST POPPED UP AS THE SLAYEST ‘maid’ EVER… that’s literally awesome bro. BUT I AN SO SCARED. I’m Kiva+Jaren for life… but I don’t know if they are…
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

WHAT?!
I’m not crying because of a touching line… I promise (🤞)!
‘“Be the light in the dark, Kiva.”’ HOW TOUCHING?

I AM SHAKING LIKE CRAZY!!!! Bro-
ZULEEKA.
ERGGGGGGGG!!!!!

👁️ 👄 👁️
WHAT?!
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Caldon knows.
What is Jaren knows?
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

‘Kiva’s heart ached for the little boy she’d once known, his dreams having been stolen the same night she forfeited hers.’ I have no idea why I love this quote so much. Do I relate? Absolutely not. But… I think it is beautiful. Of course with no context it makes no sense, but I think it’s lovely with or without. But the book is amazing so far!!

Oh my goodness.
I just started this book, and I’m already HOOKED.
KIVA IS ABOUT TO DO THE FIRST ORDEAL- air. Supposedly, this is the easiest.
I AM SO SCARED.
When I pick this book back up tomorrow , I’m in for a real treat. HER FIRST ORDEAL!!! AH!
Anyways, I’m LOVING the book so far. I’d say my favorite character so far is probably Kiva… maybe Naari, but I LOVE Kiva. She is such a boss- well a healer :)

OHMIGOSH
OH MY GOSH
IM SHAKING!
AMES IS HAVING A HEART ATTACK
please, please, please
how do I expresss my sadness.
I’m about to cry I think…

I just know I’m going to want to take note of this: PAGE 317: baseball!!
So cute!

Maybe I’m a little bit too obsessed…?
I read 160 pages today, and I’m quite proud tbh.
Wow. I think I live this book. So far I think I’d give a four star rating- which is really good!
I LOVE THIS SERIES!!!!

Whew! So sorry I haven’t really been updating, but here’s a review so far:
Eadlyn is sort of… kind of… fully spoiled. But you know, it feels like I’m getting insight of Maxon and Ames relationship, and it feels like I’m doing it illegally. They are literally so cute. And as for Eadlyn’s future husband, I personally want Kile to win, or Erik- who isn’t even in the selection. I’m just having fun tbh

It just keeps dawning on me that I’m reading the LAST BOOK.
… wow.
I love this series.
I love the characters.
I love this book.
I want it to never end.

Anyways, I’m just admiring Marie Lu’s writing. It’s exactly how I want mine to be. It’s just so… normal. It makes the characters feel so real. She also plays both POVs SO well. I really don’t want this series to end.

I’m afraid this may be like Allegiant.
I’m preparing myself for what’s about to come.
But I still have hope.
Lu wouldn’t kill of Day… right?
🤞 🤞 🤞
And June has just found out.
We got her reaction, she’s devastated.
I HATE IT WHEN DAY JUST WOULDN’T TELL HER. Like it makes me so sad.
Dang, I think I’ve gone softer as a person.
I’m reading too many sad books…

I’m reading the LAST. BOOK. OF. THIS. SERIES.
… 😭
I feel so bad for Day.
Whenever you get to his pov, you just know he’s dying.
Oh no.
I’m just PRAYING this isn’t an Allegiant type-book. PLEASE.
Day is my favorite character, I can NOT have him dying.
Anyways, Eden’s okay and right now Day’s in the hospital. It’s so sad because his memory is getting worse and… UGH. It’s so sad!!

EPILOGUE TIME!!!!!!!!!

I’m not crying- you’re crying!
It’s official.
This is the sweetest thing I’ve ever seen.
I’m crying and smiling and.. UGH!!!
This is why I read.
To feel pain, then to Immediately be healed.
Well, sometimes.

..what just happened?
The diva Celeste… died.
The queen died.
The king died.
And Maxon… he’s okay.
When he lay there, dying, well… “dying”, his “last” words… were so sweet.
Be happy.
I swear- I can’t get over the fact that the queen died- and Celeste. What??? I loved her.
I was looking forward to her being in Ames life- well, maybe. I’m sad, mourning, and somewhat happy.

It’s crazy how vibes can change.
WHI CARES ABOJUT MAXON OR ANYONE
Celeste’s dead.
I loved her- oh no. Yep.
I’m like about to sob

It feels as if an anvil hit me right in the heart.
UGH.
It feels as if I’M America, getting rejected. Maxon is sold.
They aren’t getting together.
A few minutes (or hours.. I don’t know anymore) I was thrilled, kicking my feet and smiling, tears aid joy.
Now I’m dead.