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here’s the thing and i know it doesn’t make sense. i love traumatized characters especially when they do bad things because it represents a trauma response not spoken about much. does it justify the actions? of course not, but i love the journey they go on to heal once they recognize hurt people hurt people

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guys i fear i may have my first DNF of 2026

i’m trying so hard but i actually feel annoyed when i think about how much more i have to finish. i don’t know why though because i love the characters and stuff

i think this may be a dnf and i spoil the ending 😬😬

here’s the thing, i am loving the book. i love the characters, love aefe rediscovering herself with caduan, sammerin being him, max’s dialogue, tisaanah’s humor, ishqa as well

but this series feels like i’ve been reading it for the past 8 years 🫠 i still have so much left to read but this book feels a bit like a chore, despite me loving it 😅

back to ittt

serel better be okay 😭😭

i want to make sure you know i love you? then the rest?? brb gotta go clean up the shattered pieces of my heart ✨✨

so many thoughts. 1) caduan 😭 2) MOTH 😭 3) max 😭 4) sammerin & tisaanah 😭

i love them all! i love tisaanah and sammerin’s friendship, i love moth telling max no one forgot him, i love how patient caduan is, i still hate nura’s guts.

“What the hell are you doing, Max? I was dutifully ignoring that voice, probably because if I listened to it too closely, I’d find myself thinking, Actually, he has a point…”

i cannot stress how much i love max’s inner dialogue 😭😂

ohmygoshhh

they could never make me hate you reshaye 😭😭

tisaanah love we saw that coming from a mile away 😩

sooo max gonna go crazy for his girl right? 😏

guys now that i know samkiel the parts without him seem like they take forever 😂

bring me the world ender 🤭

reread but make it the graphic audio this time!

i’ve been trying to listen to more audiobooks so i figured as i start to reread the series so i can get to book 4, why not listen this time 🤩🤩

i’m so excited. i will never get enough of this book 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

immersive reading fourth wing (again. this damn series has me in a chokehold)

i don’t have high hopes for finishing children of falling gods 😬😬

guys. acotar 6 october 27th and acotar “7” or 6 pt 2 january?? oh im SAT 🤭🤭

okay finally getting back to this one. this slump is no joke 😩

max giving a pep talk to a kid who idolizes him and said he wanted to be like him, sammerin, and tisaanah and just wants to help

“sometimes the best possible thing you can be is useless” 🤣 idk why i find that response so funny

so many questions, so many feelings, lots of excitement

whoop 😏🤭

okay i’ve loathed nura since the prologue but thought it was too soon to judge a character

safe to say that feeling has only gotten worse what a bitch

“So maybe,” he whispered, “I could be made for this.”

oh i love him oh i love her. i love this book

also umm tisaanah?? her strength is staggering. the statement she’s making? omg