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How in salt’s desert is it possible to bloom?

- interesting though, how does anything bloom if it is in constant negative space? Is there glimmers of positive light that hits it? Does the meaning align with the idea of if we live in negative thought, all we get are negative results? I believe we can look at the positive and get positive from it.

So much going on in the book. Fast pace.

Which is the true picture of how the future will turn out?

- this question haunts me in my dreams, in the hours I’m awake and all the in between hours where I’m stuck.. is there a true picture? I don’t believe so, is there a likely picture, yes. It’s all speculation, until we are in it and then it’s lived not seen. Good question!

Books good! Like the start and the flash back.

Got to distract myself and this is a good series to do that.

Where is the child I was, still inside me or gone?

- that hits and something I’m working to answer. I believe our inner child is always inside us, although likely covered with scars and braced supports.

Reading and writing has been on my
Mind a lot lately. Hoping to put a focus on it again.

- Am I allowed to ask my book whether it’s true I wrote it?

Very relative today… since this book was finished in 1973. Maybe he knew AI was coming?

- Why don’t the poor understand as soon as they stop being poor?

I wonder, are we shed of those memories and bounded into our new caste system, not allowing inter thought?

Isn’t it better never than late?

Hmm interesting question. It could be applied in multiple ways. Isn’t it better to have never loved than to love late in life?

The experience of anything is better than never. Even if it’s only for a moment versus a lifetime…

Started reading abstract questions before sleep. Not sure why it took me so long. Thoughtful gift from someone who means a lot to me and that I respect.

What does old ash say when it passes near the fire?

* Makes me wonder if ash tells fire its fate, or if fire must learn alone.

Why do clouds cry so much growing happier and happier?

* I wonder if clouds are happier after they cry, or before when full.

A dense book, which I don’t have the capacity for at the moment. I’m going to DNF and maybe in the future revisit.

I love these books