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if i was a crier, i’d be sobbing right about now.
This is sooooo deep that every single sentence said by Giovanni is just another knife in my organs. Also this is probably my least favorite main character ever, even worse than Holden Caulfield and whatever Sylvia Plath said her name was in The Bell Jar.

“Perhaps, as we say in America, I wanted to find myself. This is an interesting phrase, not current as far as I know in the language of any other people, which certainly does not mean what it says but betrays a nagging suspicion that something has been misplaced.” I’ve reread this and the page before it like 10 times already. Wow.

Gradually disliking the movie more and more. I get why a lot of this wasn’t in there, especially considering it was the early 90s, but Rob Reiner should’ve just took it all the way there.

I really enjoyed reading this past chapter because it really showed what this book what about and it’s kind of a “Idolization in the eyes of the Idol” typa thing! Also it just occurred to me that Annie is supposed to not only represent the dangers of idolization but also Coke. “Paul” being in “pain” and needing “Annie” all while not wanting to have to need her… perfect metaphor.

i caught myself unconsciously wiggling my toes every now and then to make sure my feet were still there😭😭😭