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Muidugi luges ta raamatuid lihtsalt kui lugusid minevikust, ta ei unistanud kunagi tulevikust; ta leidis neis lugudes kõik, millest oli ilma jäänud, kuid mida ta enam kunagi tasa ei tee. Ema oli tuleviku liiga vara peast pühkinud.

"Kõigel on oma head ja vead," ja juba muutub mitteootuspärane ootuspäraseks - see on puudus, mis omakorda pole muud kui iga eelise hädavajalik iseärasus.
Eelised olid reeglina vaid puuduvad puudused - ei mingit lärmi, ei mingit vastutust, ei mingit tööd võõraste jaoks, ei mingit igapäevast lahusolekut kodust ja lastest. Puuduvad puudused nullisid seega tegelikud puudused.

"Minu vanaisa kohta, kes oli tookord vaeste ja seega ka võimutute jadas esimene omanik, vähemasti esimene kinnisvaraomanik, see võib-olla veel kehtis: teadmine, et omatakse midagi, oli nii vabastav, et pärast põlvkondadepikkust tahetust sai äkki areneda tahe: saada veel vabamaks, ja see tähendas ainult, mis oli vanaisa olukorras kindlasti õigustatud, omandi kasvatamist."

"I remark in myself a sign of old age." - ... at 24! his own biggest critic.

"One should not say that life is a trial, and death is a blessing which puts away from us all sorrow."

"In fancy there is a side that is better than reality. In reality there is a side that is better than fancy. And in union between the two should lie complete happiness."

a virtual "self-flagellation" at its best... Leo is giving labels to everything he does wrong in his own view... there is a lot of sloth and self-deception and shyness.

"I always seem to act at random." - me too, Leo, me too.

Positively hilarious scheduling "making love to the Princess" in your diary.... it really does go something like, "wake up in the morning, eat, write, visit, make love to the Princess, then go visit tziganes."

Crikey... on Dec 19th, Leo writes that everything he scheduled for himself to do on the 18th, he did! So, a moment of pride! But what did he do? Wrote, read, entertained, took a stroll, then wrote and wrote more.
I mean... WILD!!! Can I have that life?! XD

Yep, another suspicion confirmed. Ah well.

I knew it!!! I just knew this was coming down the pipeline.

<3

I mean, damn! First page of the novel and already just BLISS on paper!