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God, this is making me emotional. Chapter 38. 🥺

İki üç yerde sesli güldüm uzun zamandır kitap okurken gülmemiştim.

Aşırı sardı, karakterler ve olay örgüsü harika, akıcı ve empati yapması inanılmaz kolay insanlar çünkü hepsi hata dolu.

Chapter 20. Damn. 😔

Easily better than the other two books I’ve read by Fredrik Backman.

Büyükannesi ile büyükbabasına da çok üzüldüm y

"But all she can do is think continually about central heating, and she has to suffer it like she’s decided to suffer everything else—in silence!”

Honestly, what a bitch.

Jesus, this is too depressing. (I love it.)

I don't know if I feel sorry for the granny or aunt Lavinia more.

Not entirely but at my age I realized how much I am like this elderly woman. Delicate yet trying to conceale it behind an unwavering firmness.

“Life is no joke,” she once said to me. “Life can never be much of a joke for the thinking person."

I agree though.

"there is really nothing more unattractive than the sight of a young woman displaying a repulsive amount of arm. I am not going to mention this subject again.”


Shut the fuck up, granny.

As the handsome guardian’s hand closed around my neck now"

Oh yes, my mother was slaughter but nevermind, look at how handsome this guard is and how hot it is when he chokes me. Is this fucking real? Seriously? Who's the target audience here?

"And before that, and far worse, I’d stood silently in the street while my mother’s throat had been split wide open, spilling jets of hot, peasant blood into the sunbaked sand."

What happened to hello? How are you? This just isn't it. I already know the pacing will be terrible since the character starts off trauma dumping.

"Never forget…

Monsters thrive best in the dark. Prepare for war."


Are you fucking kidding me? The author thinks we're 5, apparently. I couldn't even make it till the first chapter.

People

Saeris – Sair-Iss

Rusarius — Roo-sar-ee-us

Omnamshacry — Om-nam-sha-cry

Iseabail — Ee-sha-bahl

Belikon —Bell-eh-con.

Oshellith — Oh-shay-lith.

Taladaius — Tal-ah-day-us

Daianthus — Day-an-thus

Lorreth — Lor-uth

Balquhidder Clan— Bal-kid-er (clan)

Te Lèna —Tay Len-Ah

Danya — Dan-Yah"

How am I supposed to take this seriously? For real?

Well, it all happens so fast. No setting whatsoever. We have no idea who they are or what is going on. So why do we care about those characters? They also have no idea what is going on. Dialogues are also like straight from a film script. I can see the author sitting in her chair and trying to create them.

Started interesting.

"He was cold, hungry, embarrassed, incompetent. He could scarcely distinguish between sleep and wakefulness now, on the third day, found no important differences, either, between walking and standing still.He wished everybody would leave him alone. “You guys go on without me,” he said again and again."


I'm about to cry.

I loved the first chapter and have been feeling sorry for Billy.

Love it so far.

I'm getting used to the way ıt's written.

This has started pretty good.

Üzerimdeki kazağın kollarını biraz sıyırıp bileğimde duran eskimiş paket lastiğini parmağıma doladım. Çekip bıraktıkça tenime vuran hafif çarpma sesi odanın içinde yankılandı.
Yıllardır bileğimde olan bu paket lastiği benim en büyük düşmanımdı. Aynı zamanda en derin hatırlatıcımdı."

Ahaha. 15 yaşından büyük olmaları mümkün değil bunların.

"Benim içimde bir yangın var," dedi yorgun sesiyle. "Ona olan özlemim ve hasretimin alevi var. Benim ona olan bakışlarımdaki ateşin sebebi bu. Ama," derken dudaklarında hüzünlü bir gülümseme belirdi. "Onun bakışlarında ne görüyorsanız benimkiyle alakası yok. Bakışlarında bir ateş varsa bunun sebebi ona yaptıklarımın bedelini ödetme ateşidir. Ya da nefret,"

Bir erkek yanımda böyle konuşsa gülmekten komalık olurum.

Rakı sofrasında aşk edebiyat yapıyor ben ne tür 2009 evrenine düştüm böyle? Tam şovmen. O kadar sahte ki diyaloglar.

Kızını uyutmak yerine rakı içiyor çocuk tabii annesini ister amın oğlu. Allah'ım sabır ver daha başında. Yılın babası olur kesin bu serseri. Severiz böyle işe yaramayan ama yarıyormuş gibi yapan tipleri övmeyi.

I don't like the writing style.

Erik sen de bir onun bunun çocuğu çıktın

She suggested, almost gaily, that he must look upon the voyage with delight, as a stage toward his coming fame. And when he replied that fame without love was no attraction in his eyes, she treated him as a child whose sorrows were only short-lived."


İlgi orospusu Raoul, bunalttın beni ya.