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"I might not be the person she perceives me to be, but if being that person means I get to indulge in her, get lost in the feel of her arms and her mouth, then I will do everything to try to be that person. Because I don’t want to lose this. Not when I’ve finally found an ounce of joy in my pain-ridden life. I’m going to be a selfish fuck and cling to this for as long as I can."

“Dax.” His name comes out like a laugh, my grip on our ruse slipping for half a breath. “Don’t. Start.” He hums contradictorily. “I never stopped,” he confesses under his breath. “Not for one fucking minute, baby.”

“We were something epic, weren’t we?”

“You deserve good things. You deserve to be happy.”

“Let yourself feel. Making yourself numb will only make you want to stop breathing. So, talk to me. Let yourself feel. It hurts and that’ll probably never go away, but you can share your pain with me. I can’t promise I’ll make it go away, but I’ll do my best to lessen it.”

“My heart begs for you.”

"I promised her I’d help her fill the emptiness, and I promised myself she’d never have to go through life alone."

mmc to fmc: "I remember everything about you."

“Use me. Distract me. I don’t care what you do but use me.”

“I don’t get you.”
“What don’t you get?”

“How you think it’s okay to prioritize my feelings but disregard your own.”

“I tend to be a little bit of a control freak.” He hums. “I like people telling me what to do.”

"I don’t know who gave up on her, but I know I won’t."

"She is light, a blinding color that’s hard to ignore. Like a lighthouse guiding you home. She’s complex in her own way, but that doesn’t make her any less deserving."

“You can’t miss someone you don’t know,” I angrily snap. “Then let me know you,” he counters determinedly. “I want to know you.”

WTF

"I would come to you. His voice dropped lower, almost tender. Should you call me, I will come."

"... you can’t battle evil on a grand scale, you have to chip away at it piece by piece."

“Is it paranoia if people really are trying to kill you?”

“Finally.”

“Breathe with me.”

"... it seems as if you are becoming who you were always meant to be, and while perhaps you are afraid, you are also radiant.”

“I too am fond of the darkness,” he said, surprising her. “It is the only time I have for myself.”

"Anger was a much sharper tool than sadness, and she would wield it with all her strength."

"...there is nothing quite like a woman desperate with love."

“I pictured you in every way imaginable,” he finally managed, “but what I want is you. Any way I can have you.”

“Don’t be sweet and funny right now.” “Baby, those are two things no one has ever accused me of being.”

“Do not come to your senses yet,” he ordered. “No sense here. Promise.”

“You’re telling me he’s a grumpy, overprotective hottie next-door and you’re not going to sleep with him? How wasteful.”

“I wish you knew the real m-me,” he said, his nose grazing mine. “But then I…I would dull your shine.”

“Everyone’s watching,” he whispered. “That is entirely the point.” “Not entirely.” His mouth edged closer to my lips.