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She wanted to bury her feelings for John. Seeing him again would only dig up her longings and drag them back to the surface where they would taunt her.

Our troubles teach us to love Him for who He is.

Weary of the waiting and the worrying about what would happen.

She’d never shared John’s rejection with them. It was too painful to think about, much less discuss.

Thinking of him and his refusal to love her was a sure way to rouse all of the hurt she carried in her heart.

Fear and hope swirled together, and she couldn’t keep her body from trembling.

But all the while she worked, her heart bled with the anguish of knowing she wouldn’t be there to see the fruit of her labor.

“A weight of envy settled in the pit of Elizabeth’s stomach.”

“Marrying Samuel Muddle was preferable to turning into an old woman with no chance to experience these joys of being a mother.”

“She was the plain one —- the moth among the butterflies.”

Its time for you to carry the weight.

“But a wave of sadness hits. I surrender to the sadness. Its so heavy, dark, and cold, it takes my breath away.

My dogs a better person than me.

Im a starfish, taking all the room I want.

“I wanted to forget him, but maybe I never would. I wanted to let him go, but I might never be able to.”

They’re just so blinded by hate

“Who’s making sure you’re happy, Charlie? What about your heart?”

“I left you there because I have never loved anything in my life like I love you. Not isolde. Not the trade. Nothing.”

Literally in tears