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"You do not know what it is like to want something for so long, you forget why you even wanted it in the first place, until the only thing left is a gnawing need and there is nothing that can fill it. And even though everything in your body tells you that you are killing yourself wanting it, you cannot stop."

“He had nothing. And then he had her, and the future was full of possibilities.”

The bravest thing you can do when you love someone is work hard to keep them—to hold on to them with everything you've got—and even when you loosen your grip, you don't let go.

The things that are the most important aren't shared; they are important only to us…
You can write it all down, you can put it in your book of facts, but the truth is no one can ever really understand the tangle of experiences and passions that makes you who you are. It's a secret collection, a private language, a pebble in your pocket that you play with when you're anxious, hard as geometry, smooth as soap.

“But sometimes, if you wanted to... youre allowed to soften, Saeris. You're allowed to stop baring your teeth at the world and take a breath. Because I've got you."