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Ivan may be…Ivan, but at least we know he respects and understands the female orgasm.

Every time I reread I Know What Happens more and. augh.

Oh, Miles. Always such a bitch ❤️

on the second read, im thinking about specifically this grief of “there is a perfect copy of you. which should make me hate it, but i hang onto it instead because I’d rather be with some kind of monstrosity than alone.” Clinging to a memory type beat. Anyway. Makes me think abt how it feels to lose a friend/lover not to death but to a different life. where they go on without you. same sickening grief perhaps

Ah. Fuck.

realized this is my first manga

Finished section 1: Rope. Looking forward to comparing and synthesizing with the following sections. Want to explore why and how the poems are separated into sections. Once again feeling the need to annotate on the pages. Noting a running theme of a kind of disassociation by the speaker(s) (not necessarily the author, but probably) across the different poems.

Finally reading, 6 years after picking it up in the Harvard Book Store. Read through the first few poems and already thinking I need to buy it instead of just having this copy from the library. I need to mark it up, yknow? I think I find it frustrating to read poetry when I don’t have people to analyze it with

GRACEWOOD SO REAL FOR THAT. Viola said ohhh I’ve never done this before,,, what do two people as we both are even do,, if you would even want— and Gracewood said IVE BEEN PEGGED BEFORE GET IN HERE BABY

Mira stay weird never change

Ik I just said I wanted a more realistic unlearning-what-must-be-unyielding-cisnormativity-it’s-literally-the-1800s but also. Gracewood is so real for this. He said okay 👍 i listened and learned 👍👍 can we get married now.