"If i could tell myself to calm down, I would. Panic didn't work that way, though, not for me. This panic felt different, like it had real weight to it, a real middle and a real bottom. The only feeling I could compare it to was mourning. It was how I'd felt when I lost my grandmother, the woman who raised me. I wore that grief like a second skin that wouldn't peel away."
----I am attacked
— Dec 02, 2025 11:51PM
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