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"it was just that he felt... dimmer than others. like he was faded in a crystal-clear world. he wasn't meant to be seen.

'if things were different, if i were me, and you were you... do you think you'd ever see me as someone you could...' 'yes.' sad sad sad

this is so fun so far

tj klune LOVES to write a jaded protagonist who is capitalism's wet dream. can't wait for wallace to be reformed.

"i love you, i wanted to say again, but didn't; or couldn't, rather, my throat stoppered by the strength of what i meant to express, as if something so vast were incapable of fitting through such a small and human aperture."

this book is angst after angst after angst- LET ME TAKE A BREATH ( ˶°ㅁ°)

sick to my stomach

”i could never hate you, for all my hate is reserved for myself. i have none left over for anyone else.” JAMES (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)

skipping 'ballad of songbird and snakes' for now cause i can

the mental turmoil this book is bringing me is already exhausting

“i want to tell people that if you think for one second the capitol will treat us fairly...you’re deluding yourself. because you know who they are and what they do...this is what they do! and we must fight back...you can torture us and bomb us and burn our districts to the ground, but do you see that...fire is catching...and if we burn, you burn with us!”

"contrary to what your beloved poets say, unrequited love doesn't last forever. and being treated badly by someone doesn't make you love them more." this reread has only solidified my love for alastair carstairs

man idk why this one is so hard for me to get through ˙◠˙

'he is indeed very dashing, but you must not forget your own heroism'