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Nothing like a 4 hour train ride to make some good progress

I love how imperfect the protagonist is

Forgot to update this. Haven’t been on my grind recently though. Gotta get back into my streak

Yet I know it does matter why a man is happy. There is a world of difference between the joy of hope that comes from the faith and shallow happiness that I was looking for.

The fact I loved him in a sick, hurt, desperate way, like a child or a dog, did not matter. I was not the sort of love he needed. He wanted something else that I could not give him, something he had before.

What degradation lay in being young, I thought.

Instinctively, I thought “she is comparing me to Rebecca”; and a sharp as a sword the shadow came between us.

I already know I’m gonna love this

Much more entertaining than the reviews

But I was too proud to call myself a child. I was inflated with self esteem, which made me think myself a great man

In my youth I wandered away, too far from your sustaining hand, and created of myself a barren waste of

He who is unmarried is concerned with God’s claim, asking how he is to please God; whereas the married man is concerned with the world’s claim, asking how he is to please his wife.

My sin was this, that I looked for pleasure, beauty and truth not in him but in myself and his other creatures, and the search led me to pain, confusion, and error