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someone tell me this gets better!

I'm not a flowery feminine sexually empowered blah-de-blah. I'm an insatiable whore. That's what you'll see. That's what you'll get.

It's not about his looks. It's about the looks he gives me. Nothing sends an arrow of devastating lust straight to my sex as fast as one crinkle of a Lloyd eye, one curl of a Lloyd lip.

How could I imagine wanting to be such a victim? How could I even play silly games about it? Was I insane? Was I sick?
I didn't know but fantasy had to be okay; it was all I had. In fantasy I could be powerless and still not come to harm. And no one needed to know what went on in my head.

Holeeee cow kinks in this book Ive never thought of.

"What if what I need is to have no control?
Yes. Dangerous for you, though.
I know. scary.
and then assuming the dom is sane, how real can his control be when the slave can walk out if she feels like it?
I really, really wish I knew the answer to that question. That choice just guts the whole thing."