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hell yeah toxic yuri for pride month

"This," Neil flicked his finger to indicate the two of them, "isn't worthless."
"There is no 'this'. This is nothing."
"And I am nothing," Neil prompted. When Andrew gestured confirmation, Neil said, "And as you've always said, you want nothing."

YOU FREAKS

OH…

"I didn't think I was a personal problem. You hate me, remember?"
"Every inch of you," Andrew said. "That doesn't mean I wouldn't blow you."
The world tilted a little bit sideways. Neil dug his shoes harder into the floor so he wouldn't fall over. "You like me."
lives were changed

oh...

i was feeling too much i had to stop in the best part

"This was a dark and heavy tune, an intimidating message of death and
domination. The Ravens took their image seriously. Neil guessed they had a lot of intensive counseling in their futures."

" She applied the barest hint of pressure and felt the answering gasp tear through her like a drug. It pulled every coherent thought from her mind. Distantly, it occurred to her that a good person would not feel so exhilarated at holding a lover’s very life in their hands." LOVER'S LIFE???

“Because you despise me! You think me beneath you. I could see it in
your eyes, and I…God, I would have done anything to earn your respect,
your attention. I just wanted you to look at me.” Sylvia floundered for a
moment. “When you do, I…It’s terrifying. It’s exhilarating. You’re like
something out of a nightmare.”
ACADEMIC RIVALS ENEMIES TO LOVERS DONE RIGHT i'm truly speechless

"And when she dropped her arms and saw Lorelei still standing
there, slack-jawed and wild-eyed, it apparently dawned on her that there
was no going back from this. “How could you not know I wanted you?""
im actually going insane this is the most beautiful work of art ive read in a long time

"Sylvia stepped closer, and Lorelei’s focus narrowed to the
precious little space between them. Lorelei could hear Sylvia’s shaky
breaths. She could feel the press of her body against hers, Sylvia’s warmth
seeping into the weave of her coat." THIS IS CRAZY THIS IS CRAZY WHAT AAGAVSHBSDKJB

"Lorelei turned the lock behind her. Its grim, decisive click echoed too
loud in the silence. Sylvia’s throat bobbed in a swallow. Lorelei couldn’t
help following it with her eyes before she dragged her gaze back to
Sylvia’s. “Ziegler and your mother were colluding.” Her words struck Sylvia like a bucket of cold water. The anticipation on her face dissolved into an alarming blankness." LMAO Sylvia my girl is crushing

"I know it's not entirely your fault that you are mentally unbalanced and infected with these delusions of grandeur, and I know you're physically incapable of holding a decent conversation with anyone like every other normal human being can, but I don't think any of us should have to put up with this much of your bullshit. (...) So please, please, just shut the fuck up and leave us alone." beautiful

"You know, I get it," Neil said. "Being raised as a superstar must be
really, really difficult for you. Always a commodity, never a human being,
not a single person in your family thinking you're worth a damn off the court —yeah, sounds rough. Kevin and I talk about your intricate and endless daddy issues all the time. (...)”

jeans french accent in the audiobook is criminal

this slow burn + yearning is killing me

neil's british accent is not talked about enough

re reading just to feel something

BRO JUST KISS

" “It’s unwise to take your eyes off a dying thing, you know,” Johann said.
“Everything becomes more vicious and more beautiful in its final
moments." " p. 120
OOOOOOOOOOOOOP

"“Our rooms are very close together, and for some reason, you’ve made it
a habit to go stomping about in the dead of night. I cannot help
overhearing.”
Lorelei very much resented the suggestion that she stomped anywhere" p.110
the way im obsessed with this rivalry yes lesbians give it to me

"Her tales were charming, and they detailed every adventure Lorelei had yearned to have. Her exuberant, heartfelt sincerity was enough to win over even those most suspicious of her. It only made Lorelei’s resentment burn brighter." p. 109
OH YEAH im SURE i said

"“Lorelei, have you…read my books?”
“Of course not,” she snapped. “I have better things to do with my time.”
“You have!” Sylvia clapped her hands together. “Oh! I hardly know
what to say. Did you like them?”
The truth was, Lorelei had read every word Sylvia had ever published" p. 108
OMG I LOVE LESBIANS

"She could not understand it at all, the idea that something as mundane as cruelty could keep Lorelei from the pursuit of knowledge." p. 102

" Clearly, he’d just woken up. It took all her strength to suppress the eldest-sister instinct to fuss at him for his dishabille. Honestly. It was the perfectly
civilized hour of seven o’clock." p. 90
wake up at 6am TRUTHER she's jsut like me