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I love that she calls her friends the birds

CSA causes pain in all people that it rnvpuntet. It has to stop.

Birdie, Francine, Linzie, now Genie. Why does he do it? Mary Beth loves him, his Dad thinks is his brain is broken Healing needs to begin by speaking about it.

Calvin died so he doesn't matter. Not true with Epstein because the men involved were powerful. Calvin tells Birdie not to tell which is exactly what Glenn told Shiela

Reminds me JIm Caviezel, Sound of Freedom, fight against child exploitation. I think Birdie will talk to Nevra, her Turkish neighbor. MB has delusions aobut her sister, hopefully the detective will sort this out. I can't believe Syl talked to Linzie without asking MB.

Syl's lies made her tremble in the presense of God's love.

Women who are abused have to learn it does not define them

Syl is mean, she degrades MB and Cal

Unwed mother's were more common back in 1790s than now even though there were more practicing Christians

A midwife confidence comes from God, her husband, who gives her a Bible, a silver fox. Her sanctuary is her apothecary. A peregrine falcon trusts her and the Wabanacki. She was not punished by fornication, the man was hanged. Land lease hold her captive, until she gets the deed.

Martha witnesses Rebecaa rape, Joshua corpse, and her own daughters bruises. I wonder if she will be believed.

More walking than I can do. Glad I could read about someone else's climbs and hikes in a extraordinary place.

Spend the night out in yhe full moon so you can the high world at night. Climbing is not a choice to a few, they live for it. A work of art ie the film Meru, is so powerful it changes you.

Desolation is for kids, take Hwy 89 from Tahoe. Lake Aloha reservoir from 1875. Day permits can be obtained at Forest Service. The meterorite showers are a riot. Sequoia are huge and Foxtails pines strong. Famous Artists are Wiliam Keith, Chiura Obata, Cedric Wright, Ansel Adasm, Galen Rowell, and Tom killian

Eating while backpacking in a lightning storm is like like taking communion, spiritual food and memorable

Hetch Hetchy, a drowned yosemite, was built too high. He calls it the murdered sister. Save the other yosemites, though I wonder why Kim doesn't like Yosemite park. Wateris Water there is life. Mt Whitney should be Mt Muir, Whiteney was a rich bureaucrat not an environmentalist.

chickadee syncopation is now in my head and science as a devotion.Loving the slow processof sky island/fellffield formation and animals as sacred in the sancturary of the High Sierra

Names cast a spell or mood

Granite looms large which is silica, feldspar, hornblende. Quartz are crystals formed by slowing cooling underground Lake Tahoe is a mixture, I think, metamorphic.
LSD as medication changes brain chemistry, he says temporarily. Natives painted pictrographs and etched petroglyphs while on a psychedilic.
Glaciers formed basins which from in the High Sierra is due to freeze-thaw cycle of water and thinner ice.

Austria rejected reparation and Tokyo becomes occupied by MacArthur and the Americans. Shinto religion is separated from the government. Nationalism is discouraged.

WWI was about Serbian Nationalism vs. the Austrian-Hungarian Empire not Jewish citizens though Eastern Jews were disliked.

The Dreyfus Affair spread to Jews since Germany had annexed Frances's easternmost regions which was the root of anti-Semitism. Also, Jewish firms had speculated, the making of money out of money which is a Jewish sin.

Charles Ephrussi wrote and preserved so much of Jewish heritage, which reminds me of how important it is to write and study.

Hospitals are gates to paradise. Figures are made of light, atmosphere is welcoming.

Dying is calm, clean, dissolving into space, unconsciousness is unchanged.

Christianity ideas of solidity of body is not real ~ walking on water, breath Holy Spirit "ruach", and dying leads to rebirth & transformation are here. New is Joy is by-product of awareness, Eating leftovers can cause disease & death, no mustard seeds though you can be bigger than your loss by holding sadness not drowning.
Consciousness comes from dissolution of the elements.

Running from ourself will not give happiness

Thru awareness we create gaps where perceptions can be changed. Panic can be changed by perception.