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"im human too, I still have some feelings"
"but you've reserved none of them for me"😭

very very very cool of him

back to my fav political scheming foreplay duo

oh why did this specific excerpt just hit me like a brick 😀 and the book just started

i wasn’t expecting myself to cry sm..but here i am full on sobbing 😭😭😭

“why did her son have to meet someone like him?”😭😭nothing to smile about in life .

they made me cry one second and now im giggling and kicking my feet

“Classroom on the first floor of the laboratory building. Get your ass here and return what you owe.” heh

this series is gonna wreck me in the best way isn't it

this book is so funny I'm having the best time :') wren martin ruins it all? no he makes everything 10x better, silliest little guy

“Some witches, cough, Lily, color coded and indexed theirs. Chrys enjoyed watching Lily squirm with frustration every time she was forced to cross something out.
Chrys's book, on the other hand, was filled as much with doodles and song lyrics as it was with magical insights.”

chrys is just like me

they got merren making adderall over there

jerrod, wait wait wait.. 😭
u can't just do that and run off !!

WAITTT THIS IS SO FUN!! was craving something short for the night and this is perfect <3333

ji-an girl kisser, fork found in the kitchen

"andreyen's crew were nothing like that. they looked out for one another. jerrod was a little afraid they might even look out for him" 🥹🫶🏼
my new fav "found family"
love how he told himself not to get attached and ended up failing

OHH what an interesting piece of information
it's all slowly coming together *looks through my notes*

no man deserves you antonetta 😔

"he was staring because the three musicians, all dressed in alleyne livery, were jerrod, merren, and ji-an" HELP this is gonna be so funny im seated

and they already messed up tuning the strings LMAO

meet andreyen's team (99% success rate):
ji-an: done with everyone and everything
kel: just trying his best to get through the day
merren: will feed you poison & then immediately apologize
jerrod: probably staring at merren

their little mission was SO fun to read I love them sm

"a leaf had caught in merren's curling hair. he reached up to free it, and jerrod's eyes followed his movement."
"merren could be a courtesan. hes attractive enough," said jerrod
"I just said he didn't need to wear a disguise; pay attention, jerrod," said andreyen, not without a flicker of amusement

I LOVE THIS LITTLE GROUP SM!! (andreyen is low-key shipping it too)

jerrod teaching "his team" (kel, merren, and ji-an) crawler skills lmao I love it

"send my regards to the pretty poisoner, while you're at it," jerrod said

"of course I am interested in power, everyone is interested in power. power allows us to chart our own course, make our own choices. and look at my other choices, kellian. they are few and constraining. i feel them close in on me like the walls of a labyrinth." YES ANTONETTA!!! she can step on everyone and take their titles and i'll say thank you

screaming, it's getting SO GOOD. jerrod you have charmed me, andreyen you are still so babygirl, and kinda liking the tension between lin & conor

andreyen the ragpicker king is actually so babygirl tbh!

“he was an odd combination. wise about his chosen field of study, and desperately naïve about everything else.” merren best genre of characters

only vanja would accidentally start a cult and have emeric explain the definition to her while in disbelief

stayed up late reading this, the character development and how the trauma was handled was was so so healing I love them so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭!!

“.. this isn’t how you kiss. let me teach you”
SCREAMING screaming Screaming

also: “Song Qingshi was actually very bad at small talk. No matter what the topic, the conversation would die within three sentences.” i know what you are 🫵🏼