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I know I can make anything about twilight but this IS twilight

“Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do you know this is the experience you red? Because this is the experience you’re having at the moment”

2 hours in and Mariah isn’t even BORN

Screaming crying yelling in a straitjacket

this is really really bourgeois I kind of hate them all

"There is no such thing as a good father because the role itself is bad. Strict fathers, soft fathers, nice moderate fathers--one's as bad as another. They stand in the way of our progress while they try to burden us with their inferiority complexes, and their unrealized aspirations, and their resentments, and their ideals, and the weaknesses they've never told anyone about, and their sins…”

how does translation work? this reminds me a lot of james baldwin, but is that the translator or the actual writing? at any rate i love tortured gays in the 60s

i’m tired. i’m tired

it’s scary how much typography affects my perception of a book like the headers of this are in Futura and it makes me think the writing is kind of childish and shallow

i only like speakers when they’re from the united kingdom

very good wacky silly 70s scifi. another corny white guy thrown into space against his will - i’m beginning to suspect the universe is telling me something

wow fuck this book it’s so bad it’s not even edited goodbye

wow fuck this book i’m angry goodbye

the audiobook speaker sucks and i don’t like this
book. i completely coincidentally got into sci-fi in the past month and i’m vexed by how the martian, project hail mary and mickey7 are all identical: corny white guy gets abandoned in space and saves everyone. i couldn’t help but wonder if it’s some kind of psychological martyrdom roleplay exercise to heal from white male guilt

this book has one feeble protagonist and a companion character who’s very dexterous, has superhearing, is ashamed of his eating habits, and watches the other sleep

italians, catholicism, singing, dreams, torture, body modification

not even one day has passed in this book and so much has happened already. i appreciate it because stephenie meyer loves to pretend that there are like 90 minutes in a day

“i tried to keep my eyes from his perfection as much as possible, but i slipped often. each time, his beauty pierced me through with sadness” she just gets it

“and that was the last contact i had with him, though he was there, a foot away from me, everyday” i felt it

Back2thebeginningagain

edward literally mops the floor on this page

i’m reading this again . something interesting i didn’t notice before is how bella was at first an irritating mystery and engrossing puzzle that edward became obsessed with solving and his love grew from there

“She had meant to go to bed with him but because she had still to discover, at seventeen, the possibilities in someone she did not like, she had not.”
I feel as though I just discovered what good fiction writing is last year

Every James Baldwin character is completely falling apart and destroyed by their internal monologue

I’m reading again
“Everything I did seemed awkward to me, and everything I said sounded freighted with hidden meaning.”
I love James Baldwin

I cannot stop reading this I'm truly just a slut for sci-fi fantasy like I'm just a hole I'm just a worthless faggot sir

I cannot stop reading this book I'm truly just a slut for sci-fi fantasy like I'm just hole I'm just a worthless faggot sir

Mum Jessica and baby Paul lost their backpack in a sand avalanche and now they're using spice foam to dig a hole 3 meters down and it makes no physical sense & I can't visualize it at all

"Yet his father was not in the mood to perceive such fine distinctions"