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Apparently there is a dialogue out there about men who write MM romance? There's an argument? Uh. Why? I miss everything. Don't care who writes it. Just don't want to read OP action. Don't care if that's authentic or not. You do you. I will do Me. But I support everyone writing. People should write what they want to write. Go authors!

DARLING? oh DARLING??? What??? Where TF did darling come from?!?!

That's it. This IS a joke, someone DID swap out the ending on me. I'm on to you...whoever that was!

"We'll have to play again at some point."

"Yeah, and maybe I'll lose again and maybe it will be in final and will hurt more [note. He did not lose anywhere NEAR in final last time!]. And maybe I'll sulk for a few days, but it won't matter because I love you..."

A few days? A FEW DAYS??? A FEW MONTHS IS NOT A FEW DAYS!!! If Miles loses to Mat in final, Mat should expect him back in a few YEARS. 🤬

"I left you worrying that my love was conditional when it's not!"

Oh, what a genius.

Too little too late, sorry Miles, sorry author. This does not cut it. At all.

Then Miles says if their positions were reversed and Miles won the Aus Open over Mat...wouldn't Mat need a DAY OR TWO to not see Miles?

MILES DID NOT TAKE A DAY OR TWO!!!!!!!!!! HE TOOK MONTHS!!!!!!

NO. No, author, you do not get to do THIS as if this makes it better and excuses Miles. IT. DOES. NOT.

This is insulting.

This is the saddest "romance" I have read in a while. Mat feeling so insecure here, like any little misstep will drive Miles away. Still thinking he needs to apologize for winning their match.

I have no words for how egregious this is. Okay. There's a word. It is, in fact, egregious.

"We show up for each other."

See, that should be a hug Awwwww moment, but, now it's like, yeah...right. You show up only if one of you doesn't beat the other. That happens? You disappear faster than my piece of chocolate cake on my birthday. I feel sarcastic about it instead of happy! It's conditional! ARGH. *tearshairout*

"Do you really think you can talk them into letting Miles go?"

MILES IS A GROWN-ASS MAN! MILES CAN LET HIMSELF GO! MILES, GROW THE F UP!

ARGH I have devolved into constant shouty caps. Shouty. Caps. 🤯

FFS Tina whose side are you on? Don’t sell out your brother!

Why is everyone turning into an unintelligent ass at the end??? Mat apologizing for breathing. Miles NOT apologizing or even acknowledging being an utter ass. Tina not doing her job.

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"Mat? You know about this?"

"Half your social media traffic when we're apart, remember?" I said, my heart flip-flopping in sudden panic that I'd done the wrong thing and he was about to walk out on me again.

And now this relationship is officially toxic.

Geez what HAPPENED? This was going so well! I am baffled. Flabbergasted. Gasterflabbered. All the flabs and gasts.

Oh my GOD why is this author shooting this ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP AND STORY IN THE FOOT???????????????????

All things I might have been able to support him through if it hadn't been for that damned match. For Miles barely talking to me for weeks.

I am being gaslit. That is the only thing that makes sense.

If this is sincere, right here near the end of this book, it is complete and utter bullshit. The star ranking is falling, and it was 4.5 at least until that NY-match aftermath. I am...speechless. Stunned.

Wow all this crap is going on for Miles and it didn't even occur to him to share with Mat until Mat made a point of not knowing what Miles has been doing in the months since he RAN OUT AND GHOSTED and made Mat reach out first.

That tells me Mat is not someone Miles thinks to confide in. Is this relationship going backward??? How am I supposed to believe in it?

This is just BIZARRE now.

...I couldn't shake the feeling that this lack of communication was still my fault for beating him in New York...

Okay I'm not DNF-ing. But I am. Going. To THROW. THIS. BOOK. AGAINST. THE. WALLNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Okay. Deep breaths. Deep...breaths. I'm breathing.

If I had not paid more in postage than the cost of the book to get this book, that would be some DNF-level bullshit there. The idea that Mat is shown to sincerely think he has something to apologize for...and no one says otherwise, least of all Miles, who DOES NOT APOLOGIZE FOR HIS ACTION, and is the ONLY one who did something to apologize for, I would be done.

Okay I am at risk of getting seriously mad now. Because the message seems to be, in all sincerity, that MAT has something to apologize for.

If that is the case, automatic -1 star, because that is some crap.

I'm waiting for the turnaround. Ready...?

Also, sure, yeah, let's have sex again instead of talking about it. That worked out SO WELL last time .

#sarcasm

#extremesarcasm

Forgiven you. Forgiven YOU?????

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!

I am about on my last nerve here, Mat. I love you, but, GET A SPINE.

I'd thought through this moment a hundred times—what would I do? What would I say? What would make him want to keep me?—only to realise this had to be on his terms and his terms alone.

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!! Someone please SHAKE THIS MAN!!!

Am I in a parallel universe? Did someone flip the script? WHAT IS HAPPENING?????????????? (Poltergeist style)

Good luck? GOOD LUCK???

Mat should not be the one wished good luck! Miles should be grateful Mat even showed up!!!

Why is the wrong person in hesitant grovel mode??!!!

AYFKM?????????

MILES WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!!!

(Calm down, not unsafe for me but…)

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!!

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It ought to have been a relief that Miles was talking to me….

Uh, Mat, my man…Miles should be on his knees kissing your FEET (or whatever you want him to…!) after that BS he pulled. 😡

Mat you are brave. I love it. 🩷🩷

I’ll introduce you in paris, i guess

You guess? YOU GUESS????????!

Someone needs a spanking. Hard. NO, not that kind. An actual spanking!!!

Oh FFS. Apologizing for nothing? Being a big baby?

ARE WE BOTH 5??????

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Miles. What. The actual. Fuck.

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How old are you?!

Miles what the…!

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Yep. “Fasten your seatbelts. It’s gonna be a bumpy night.” (All About Eve)

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