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Drew and Ellis seem interesting so far!

getting started on this ARC from netgalley!

Finished the first chapter. Received this as an eARC. Seems interesting so far, some sort of horror apocalyptic YA it seems.

“But that wasn’t fair, and he knew it. After all, there were so many stars in the sky—it wasn’t Remus’s fault that there was only one moon.” :SOBS: OH HOW I LOVE WOLFSTAR. SIRIUS IS THE YEARNER EVER!!!

also, bye bye Grant my love :(( you’ve always deserved better than Remus and I’m so glad there’s a one shot during which you get your happy ending <3

“Miss you” “I’m right here” SIRIUS ORION BLACK HE SPENT ALL DAY GATHERING THE COURAGE TO SAY IT. Reading these chapters from Sirius’ perspective is so heartbreaking, because you can see Sirius be manipulated into thinking Remus is the spy while having read the OG I know that Remus is just desperately broken and wanting his Padfoot :(( I’ve cried several times over the last few chapters. Oh Remus my love

At the final seventh year prank, which means we will very soon be into the war chapters. I am NOT excited to read about these from Sirius’ perspective.. especially not “I miss you” “I’m right here” BLAHH

Oh god, we’re getting into the werewolf stuff now. I don’t know why, but the whole werewolf section makes me feel so sick? Idk

Grant Chapman my sweet darling baby boy you will always be my favourite marauders character (even though you’re literally an oc <\3)

Finally actually getting around to reading this. I’m only at the end of third year and holy YEARN I thought remus was bad, but Sirius is already down bad and he doesn’t even realize it !!!!

god DAMN father lupin would get me back into the Catholic Church 🤣 I am baptized, I would like to confess a lot of sins to this man. (fanfic about a priest living a double life as a punk rock bassist, who is also gay and is remus lupin. is only a priest to take over for his grandfather who sent queer kids to straight camp. He protects them instead. 10/10 so far)

War is over, but everything is really heavy.

Things are going a LOT better! The main four are safe and.. learning to be okay again! Time for war to surely mess it all up again!

Reg and Remus are out, but the Hallow has Sirius and James,,,, oh GOD I am squirming from the angst, it never seems to end !!!!! I know there isn’t MCD so eventually they will be fine, BUT I AM UNWELL CURRENTLY

ANGST

Frankly, I am traumatized for them. The games have concluded (for now) and the interview has begun. The only thing getting me through this is wolfstar atp becuase holy shit are James and Regulus going through it rn. I don’t care for Jegulus (as a ship), but man I want them to be happy in this fic

This is long but we are getting through it !! Loving it so far, even if Jegulus isn’t my typical cup of tea. The wolfstar in this is phenomenal, and I love the characterization in general. (Over 860k words btw lol)

Read this in high school, loved it, and now it’s far too relevant. Re-read time.

Read a 113k words fic that changed my brain chemistry (why do I read sick fics of my comfort characters with MCD tags) and it’s very important to me so I’m putting it here. Title: Forget the World - amberlink ao3

This one always makes me cry near the end. Oh Remus, Fred..

Finishing this as a break from marauders era stuff :P

aaaand now time for Sirius’ perspective (time to break my heart all over again)

this is canon idc. sirius black you little knob I love you but god damn I hate ur dumbass sometimes

discomfort series /hj - the last few books while brilliant, are so painful to read :,) but here I am regardless. still miss sirius