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It starts with blood. It ends with blood.

Finally got what she deserved eh

I knewwwwwww it

No one has loved me for so many a long year, I have done it all from spite. If the world offers me no kindness, then I will take from it armor and sword, create an unassailable fortress for myself, and lock the door.

This was my induction into a motherless world, alone and met with fear and horror.

To be a woman is a horror I can little comprehend.

Bitter, bitter. This house, this neighborhood, this city, this life.

This is a sort of mercy toward her, she tells herself, even as it makes her feel as if she’s all alone and floating away like a helium balloon.

I craved you like maidens crave the grave, the way death burns for human touch: inconsolably, unrelentingly, aching for the annihilation in your kiss. I had no practice saying no to you.

“She is fear. Dread. The nameless sensation that begins in girlhood, when the eyes of men suddenly change and become predatory. The unsettling realization that a place is too quiet, the night too ominously dark.”