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"In so many ways, I wish I could be other than I am. But I am only myself, beyond alteration."

“But it was you I laughed with, you I trusted, you I always returned to. You’ve a hold on me, Aaro—I didn’t know how much of one until you left,"

had to pause to not consume the bullshit.

“Not, like. I don’t know. I just—it’s weird, right? How our bodies are just. What they are. Or what people tell you they have to be. And it’s like this friction that rubs, and rubs, and rubs. And you start to…kind of…see yourself through other people’s eyes? And start hating yourself because you know that’s what people would do if they really saw you?”

real

"No poem I have ever read could accurately describe the feeling of my heart interwoven with yours.”


ny heart literally stopped i think

“Husband…this—us coming together, is not a chore. Not a requirement or an expectation. It’s a joy. All I want is for you to feel safe and wanted with me..."

sobbing noises

"Milan looked up, a breathless laugh dying in his throat. Raphael was looking at him as if Milan were the only warm thing in the world, arms tightening around him."

im not okay

"He learnt what fear felt like in his gut and chest. How loneliness felt like in his lungs and throat. How sadness was heavy, and sometimes all that would make it lighter was just to drift away from yourself for a time."

"It’s all right. Really, Isak. You can’t just make it disappear. It’s one step at a time, darling.”

ONE STEP AT A TIME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT BE REMINDED OF BLY MANOR

"Life lessons that had taken ten years to learn were dulled by having a person who proved every single day that they were a safe place."

LF: someone to call a safe place

"When he was finished, he stayed on the floor, resting his forehead on Isak’s knee. Isak could do nothing else but rest his hand gently on Alpha Carillo’s curls."

domestic scenes u'll always be famous

“Yes…every day there’s more to fall in love with, when it comes to glass.”

And you, Emil thought but, for once, did not say. He did not want to break the spell of how at ease Isak was. “What’s this illustration about?” he asked instead and watched as Isak delved into another chapter.


screaming so hard i break glass

“No. Please, no apologies. I can’t bear you thinking that this is your fault. If you were free to choose, you’d never choose this, and isn’t that what we are? Not what other people make us, but our choices when we are free to make them? Let’s not apologise to each other about this. Let’s just…as you say. Take care of each other.”

they are so special to me.

“I just…I think this is going to keep happening for a while. I don’t know how to stop it, the way I just leave sometimes. But I return, don’t I? I return.”


the whole 8 episodes of bly manor just came to me in a flash.

“This is the first step,” he said, holding out the stone. “The acceptance of my courtship is an honour. With this, I say to you—my intentions are solid and hardy. Even without means or treasure, my devotion will stand steady and strong.”

"To be taken care of. Not because you were incapable, but because someone loved you."

"But he would allow himself to have something, even if it hurt later."

"He’d learnt how to exist with it so that it didn’t consume him—how to survive instead of live."

"Perhaps, Milan conceded in his mind, the fury is easier to feel than fear, loneliness, and sadness. Anger blinds, but it does not cure."

*screams* i love them. I love them both. charlie and dev are amazing oh my god. This book is so good. Please don't start to suck. Please let it be this amazing all throughout the book.

PLEASE tell me Charlie is a himbo

Just finished A Case of Identity. I saw the twist coming but, like, really? Her stepfather pretended to be her lover??? Gross. !

yes hello i just finished scandal in bohemia

Partially reading to feel smart, partially reading to satisfy 10 year old's me curiosity about the original Sherlock Holmes novels

*screams in frustration and bored*

is it just me or is the third book of big bad wolf so much boring than the other two? The first two had its moments but this book... doesn't, which is weird because it should be just as, or nearly as much, exciting as the first two since we're finally learning more about oliver. I have been curious from the start

i'm finally reading it!!!

Benedikt and marshall my beloved<333

Tomato tomato booooooo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 this is the book booktwt keeps talkin about? This is it?

finally finding out what the hype is all about

This book is not doing it to me at all😭😭 its so annoying. 90% of the book is just kendall and payton thinking how hot the other person is and how much they wanna do them. the first person pov is equally annoying, it feels like a bee keeps buzzing in my ear.