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“Don’t fall in love with my words, Helena. Anyone can learn to gather them up like flowers and lay them at your feet.”
“And, what do you lay down?”
“Myself.”

“Narita-kun just came to admire his favorite ship.” Me too

“These stagnant adults have been purified by their radiance.” Lol so cute

A BTS MENTION LETS GOOOO

17 pages in and I’m already having a blast!!!

“When our eyes met, it was as if I was looking into myself. And I couldn't look away. He smiled. And I smiled right back. I couldn't help it, as if we were each other's reflection. As if we recognized in one another that part of us that has no words. And I knew.”

“A heart can heal, filha. You have loved once. That's a good thing. It means your heart knows how. You can love again.”

“There are no words. None. None that can penetrate deep inside me, that can travel the line inside me that goes to you. You can only recognize it. Like seeing your reflection in the water. It's something you feel. And then know.”

“I mean it. Most sincerely.
Time forces me to be direct. I don't have the luxury of a more measured courtship, Helena. And courting is exactly what I intend to do with the short time I've been given. You asked me what keeps me here. You are why I stay. But if you don’t trust my words, that’s all right. For me there are no words.” Love lives in a place deep inside you where there are no words!!!!!!

“Out of its embrace..and into another.” Charming

What a beautiful story filled with beautiful art

Rereading because I can’t ever get enough of my babies

My one true loves

My favorite couple ever

I’ll be in love with them for as long as I live and after too

“how to learn to love me amid all the pain?”

“mother. i love you. you are my living saint
walking inside my skull you multiply out loud
in dainty dreams seraphim smiles without a tint
of mystery.”

“Always a guest
never a permanent resident of my veins
always a traveler to other terrains.”

How am I supposed to complete my goodreads goal when all I want to read about is Ilya and Shane ;-;

RIHANNA

A DYNASTY

*DINOSAUR SCREECH*

I’m going to shake Shane

Please know, if you know nothing else about me, that I love Ilya Rozanov madly unconditionally truly

I’m fucking scared 😭😭😭😭😭

Ilya is everything to me

ILYA LIKES BENITO HEHEHEHHEHE MY BOYS

“We are very good at pretending to not be in love. Maybe we are bad at showing it when we are allowed.” This just cut me to the quick

Shane has been so weird IM SCARED

*DINOSAUR SCREECH* I’m in love with them