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“i am a sick man… i am a spiteful man”

CROMWELL GOT ME FUCKED UP TALKING ABOUT A PRANK BABY WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR YEARS

YOU ARE SHANE FUCKING HOLLANDER

fucking a king is his throne room 10/10

of who the fuck you are straight to the trophy room!!!!!!!!!

shame: i ate a snickers bar😭😭😭

SHANES TEAMATES GOT HIM FUCKED UP BEING THIS MAD AT HIM WHEN HE HAS WON SO MUCH FOR THEM OVER THE YEARS GAVE HIS LIFE TO HOCKEY AND THEY MAD

them thinking about baby names🥹 hollanov

MARRIAGE PROPOSAL OH IM DIZZY IM YO CONNECTED TO THESE CHARACTERS

the text on the plane😔😔😔😔

SHANE BABY PLEASE WAKE UP HES A GOOD MAN SAVANNAH

“I already chose you, Hollander.” SOMEONE PLEASE FREEEEE ME IM GOING INTO Psychosis😔

Shane truly didn’t understand anything. Not what Ilya had given up for him, certainly YALL IM SOBBING

he framed their first picture together from th ad campaign the summer before rookie season 🥹

this book keeps punching me in the gut …
he wants me to be happy ilya said does he know you’re not his therapist said 😓

ilya LIVES AND BREATHES SHANE LIKE I LOVE THEM SO BADDDDDHE FELL HARDER FOR SURE

but if i had to choose… id choose him- ilya
SOMEONE GET THE TISSUES

“i’m so glad i met you” - ilya
the way this book is showing ilyas vulnerable side to himself, shane etc is chefs kisss

He didn’t want to tell Shane the truth: that he’d felt off for a while now, and that it was getting worse. That the things that used to help weren’t helping anymore. That he was worried this was how it had started for his mother. That some days he missed Shane so much it felt like claws were digging into his heart. IM BAWLING 🫩😓

my baby ilya misses his man so much shane suprised him on halloween but i think in this moment it is starting to really hit ilya more years of hiding wasn’t going to work for him and he needed professional help 😔

jj talking about shane needs to get laid and hayden saying the romance will not be as interesting and shane flies to ottawa for his boyfriend with a buttplug in 🫨 he said never me and my man HO!

not shane seeing ilya is withdrawn and depressed 😔

uncle ilya, painting hayden’s kids nailS, ilya would be a good dad comment THIS FANDOM IS SLOWLY KILLING ME LIKE IM TEARING UP

my man is depressed shane please come home your man misses you BAD 😩