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“I understood Henry, and I felt for him as I sat. I knew why he parked his Dodge square on the tracks and let the train bear down. He mist have lobed her. But I wouldn’t park myself on the tracks for Nector.”

This felt deep. Now that i realized. Henry probably killed himself (or i may comprehend this in a wrong way) because his wife is a flirt….

Nector crashing out his cheating ass and burning Lulu’s house.

I cant believe Nector and LuluMs infidelity lasted for 5 years…..

Then Marie appeared, and here is what I do not understand: how instantly the course of your life can be changed.

Love is not a tragedy or a failure, but a gift.

You remember your first love because they show you, prove to you, that you can love and be loved, that nothing in this world is deserved except for love, that love is both how you become a person, and why.

You pick your endings, and your beginnings. You get to pick the frame, you know? Maybe you don't choose the picture, but you decide on the frame."

"The problem with happy endings," I said, "is that they're either not really happy, or not really endings, you know? In real life, some things get better and some things get worse."

"You serve whatever you worship."
"So we gotta be careful what we worship."

But gravity differs from affection: Only one is constant.

Every loss is unprecedented. You can't ever know someone else's hurt, not really.

"But you're giving your thoughts too much power, Aza. Thoughts are only thoughts. They are not you. You do belong to yourself, even when your thoughts don't."

A change in personal circumstances, even a positive one, can trigger anxiety.

"I guess at some point, you realize that whoever takes care of you is just a person, and that they have no superpowers and can't actually protect you from getting hurt."

"It seemed to me that one of the defining features of parents is that they don't get paid to love you."

"Adults think they're wielding power, but really power is wielding them."
"The parasite believes itself to be the host," I said.

"What are you thinking?"
"I'm thinking its too good to be true," he said.
"What is?"
"You."
"Oh". And then after a second I added, "Nobody ever says anything is too bad to be true."

"It's probably obvious how hard I'm trying to impress you," he said.
"Well it's not working. I always hang out in mansions with hidden movie theaters."

(could you get any sarcastic, Aza?)

"I want you to be careful about Davis Pickett, okay? Wealth is careless - so around it, you must be careful."
"He's not wealth. He's a person."
"People can be careless, too."

"Are you dating Davis Picket?"
"We are both eating dinner at the same restaurant at the same time. It's not marriage."

A usual conversation between a mom and a daughter (It happens, really)

Your now is not your forever

Ive noticed you use that word a lot, crazy. And you sound angry when you say it, almost like you’re calling yourself a name.

"Worrying is the correct worldview. Life is worrisome." - Aza

The whole problem with boys is that ninety-nine percent of them are, like, okay. If you could dress and hygiene them properly, and make them stand up straight and listen to you and not be dumbasses, they'd be totally acceptable.

Some kind of stereotype joke.

"Wether it hurst is kind of irrelevant."

Davis got up and said, "Aza, this is Malik Moore, our zoologist." He said "our zoologist" as if they were normal words to say in the course of everyday conversation, as if most people who reached a certain standing in life acquired a zoologist.

Every wonder having a zoologist for your family?