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When do you come home to me?

I want to go home.

jumal hoia kesse lasi mul mingi 14aastasena siukest pornot lugeda

We deserve each other. And we deserve to be happy.

Because seeing you in my dreams had been one thing, but in person … Right then, deep down, I think I knew what you were.

And this beautiful, wonderful thing that had come into my life… It was gone.

I should let you be happy, even if it killed me.

I want you to know, that I am broken and healing, but every piece of my heart belongs to you.

And I’d endure every second of it over again so I could find you.

Why does anything cling to something? Maybe they love wherever they’re going so much that it’s worth it. Maybe they’ll keep coming back, until there’s only one star left. Maybe that one star will make the trip forever, out of the hope that someday—if it keeps coming back often enough—another star will find it again.

I can’t stop thinking about you. And that it’s been that way for a long while.

It’d just been a relief to think that for a moment, he might have been as lonely as me.

“I heard what you told him,” he said. “That you thought it would be easy to fall in love with him. You meant it, too.”
“So?” It was the only thing I could think of to say.
“I was jealous—of that. That I’m not … that sort of person. For anyone.”
arvasin et lõpuks ometi olin kellelegi see

Nad ostsid joogid ja asusid teele pärapõrgusse, kui Nõmmet saab nii nimetada.
saab küll #FUCKNÕMME

tiktok drama got my ass im sorry

mu elu võib täiesti perses olla prg aga jumalale tänu vähemalt ma pole enam teismeline #thankful

If I am a better person, and if I try harder every day, perhaps all of this will work out.

I do not understand if I am being punished for something I have done wrong, something I don’t remember, or if this happens to everyone, and I am just too stupid to understand it.

There are nights when you visit my dreams. Nights where I can forget. When I wake, I drive myself insane thinking of what could’ve been.

Something tells me our paths will cross again

But he’s lost in his own world, a place far beyond where my words could go.
sinna sa jäidki

I could live an eternity like this, spinning and laughing in the safety of his arms.
too bad our eternity was cut short

I think… we’re meant to be together.

Imagine I could lie down beside you and my whole body, every cell, radiates a clear, singular mean ing, not so much a writer as a word pressed down beside you.

When can I say your name and have it
mean only your name and not what you left behind?

The boy trom whom I learned there was something even more brutal and total than work-want.

sain vintedist vst mingi knockoff eksemplari ups

I chastised myself for not having held on to her, for not having understood that she couldn't go on any more.

insert that one picture of zara larsson looking horrified here bc what the FUCK is going on

not a single likeable character in this entire book damn