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this book makes me feel like i’m being held hostage

jesus christ

haunting in a way in trying to put a finger on. viscerally lonely.

i’ve read too many books that i enjoyed in recent memory.

🤯

twist is to be expected but i’m still really enjoying it

this book is so haunting

me: wow he’s really not talking about hating his wife
10 seconds later: “he realized he hated his wife, he hated his children, he hated his whole life”
pkd never changes. you know no one is making you get married, dude?

the philosophy of this book is unsettling me deeply

idk why i didn’t expect this to be sooo little kid-ish

ARE YOU KIDDING ME ????.??..?!???!!!?!!!! this book is INSANE

you know what i think i could’ve picked up on the author being a mormon without the introduction being all about mormonism

if you put me in a room with hitler, stalin, and kip grady and gave me a gun with three bullets, im shooting kip grady three times

i feel like i’m being held hostage by this terrible book. my fight or flight reflex is kicking in

i dislike kip ferociously. scott is very obviously steve rodgers. this is like ripping out my fingernails. my ipad is living on airplane mode bc i took too long to read this minuscule page count and my library loan ran out. help me

not sure what’s happening but it is happening

the experience of watching memento and listening to most of “we can remember it for you wholesale” while at work where i’m having trouble remembering things is creating a fascinating mental playground

this is a low point for me. i am not immune to the hype train. no one look

GASPED OUT LOUD.

like a less ontologically evil ready player one