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“I lied to him. I do love him. My heart is divided for them.”

If I was in that position guys I would run away and cry myself to sleep every day because that would feel so HORRIBLE to love two people in the same way, in the same intensity and also have them be this close to one another- I’ll just stay single

HE PUT HIS HANDS IN THE FIRE FOR HIM HE PUT HIS HANDS IN THE FIRE FOR HIMMMM

“On the dark velvet sofa just across from the Lightwoods sat Jem, with Tessa beside him. He had looked up as the door had opened and, as he always did, had seemed to glow a little brighter when he saw Will.”

MY JEMMMMMM

This is a perfect distraction from the pain clockwork princess is causing me- I love them so much already 😭

The author put a note in the beginning saying exactly which chapters contain smut for if you want to skip 🥹🥹🥹 I already love you Sarah Adams

I just now realized that Tessa - the girl on the cover- has blood splattered all over her……. What the actual fck does that mean

"Who am I? For years I pretended I was other than I was, and then I gloried that I might return to the truth of myself, only to find there is no truth to return to. I was an ordinary child, and then I was a not very good man, and now I do not know how to be either of those things any longer. I do not know what I am, and when Jem is gone, there will be no one to show me."

Tessa I love you but this is THEIR story now

"My conscience," Will whispered. "You are my conscience. You have ever been, James Carstairs.”


I would rather drink the acid than feel this pain any longer

"Do not make the mistake of believing that he does not love you because he plays at not caring, Cecily, Confront him if you must and demand the truth, but do not make the mistake of turning away because you believe that he is a lost cause. Do not cast him from your heart. For if you do, you will regret it."

I’m gonna be sick 🙂

O my god I hate this I hate this I hate this

SPOILER BIG SPOILER:

I knew the curse was fake I KNEW he didn’t cast it I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT- poor will 😭😭😭

Why do people get so disgustingly mad when someone doesn’t like a book they love to the point they full on fight about it🫩🫩🫩 and it’s always from certain fandoms….

Don’t get me wrong I’m 100%% enjoying this, buttt I feel like Tessa is lying to herself. I don’t know but it’s pretty clear to me as a reader who she loves as a friend and feels comfortable with (and is probably confusing that with another kind of love?) & who she cares about in another way. I guess that’s the point tho ? After all, yk who is not making this easy for anyone in here😭- PLS FIX THIS MAGNUS

Most of the time when it’s exam week I don’t do anything but study study study; but this book has me in such a chokehold I cant go to sleep if I don’t pick it up or listen to it- I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

Poor Jem, poor Will, poor Tessa- my babies 😭😭 I want to put them in my pocket

I’m going to cry for this boy

He loves her he loves her he loves her - jumping off a bridge right now

“I would never let anyone touch a hair on your head. You know that, don’t you, Tess?”

Guys I’m going to pass out

My unhealthy love for misunderstood secretive love interest that are so in love and in such pain will be the end of me

“For me”

STOPPPPP

I’m shaking

Interesting dynamic , and the world building is sooo deepppp🥹 I’m also genuinely interested in the mystery , buttt idk if this is going to have a romance or not, that’s the only thing that’s bothering me 😭😭😭 should I ship ? Should I not ??? What’s happening

This book is so damn good omg

It’s goooddd

Guys I’m only 28 pages in and I’m so not enjoying it??? I don’t get it 😭I always love the beginning of Mariana Zapata books

Love, why is it taking you 4 pages to get to the point? 🫩

”jack was not a fan of ringmasters”

The memories this brought up 😭😭😭

Don’t tell me that’s who I think it is