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last one of the series let’s goooo

me when there’s 60 pages left and the main characters are still broken up. ok.

get out of your own way ryan don’t piss me off

a dnf for now cause i had no time or energy to read this month. sigh. will return to this one when i’m off the million person waiting list at the library

sigh. i give up ❤️

not even gonna lie. i’m so confused as to what’s happening, there are way too many characters in this book. but i’m still having fun reading it so yay i guess

grace on autism tiktok. fork found in kitchen.

“this is grace. henderson. obviously” is giving “this is ilya… rozanov… but you already know that”

these characters are absolutely insufferable

eldest daughter realizes she’s been living her life for everyone else so she lets loose for the first time. everybody cheers.

me when i’m so anxious on the plane post-almost-plane-crash that i imagine someone sucking my balls to calm me down

ilya and scott are the cutest cuties i’m obsessed

coming down from my connor storrie hudson williams SNL reunion high. searching for ilya crumbs and succeeding.

i’m consuming too many pieces of media right now where the old man i’ve just gotten attached to is about to die and my heart will be ripped into a million pieces as a result. shrinking. this book. probably the pitt at some point idfk. LIKE.

oh HELL yeah this is lesbian-childhood-friends to homoerotic-tension-to-enemies-to-lovers at its finest

everybody better start being nicer to my boys. or else.

ah yes. the pivotal event that shows them how much they love each other. finding this book…. triggering…. for lack of a better term…..

definitely haven’t bawled my eyes out every night of reading this book. definitely not.

so far this book has made me feel nothing other than sick to my fucking stomach

lesbian behaviour

giggling and kicking my feet and shit when is it my turn

oh getting along better with boys as a kid is a canon didn’t-know-i-was-a-lesbian-yet event for me i fear

the YEARNINGGGGG MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

would you believe me if i told you i was starting this book over from the beginning immediately after finishing it….

“STS-LR9. steve’s my commander. it’s him, hank, griff, lydia, and me. right after christmas ‘84, six weeks after you” ha ha ha ha ha! this book is going to crush me by the way! if vanessa doesn’t get back to earth safely and live happily ever after i am going to freak the absolute fuck out!

“and i want to hear you tell me anything you’ve always wanted to tell someone. because you know that you’ve met someone who desperately wants to listen” i am SOBBING in my bed right now. i see so much of myself in joan

OHHHHHH MYYYYYYYY FUCKKKINNNNGGGGG GODDDDDDDDDD THE KISS HAD ME LITERALLY KICKING MY FEET IN THE AIR I LOVE THIS BOOOOKKKKKKKK (i already know whatever happens is going to absolutely destroy me and i can’t wait)

DAMN TJR WHAT A START

goodbye, friend grace 😭😭😭