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the wedding people author u better work

oh wow

this shit good

god getting Charlie in his younger form is a jumpscare

this is making me very sad

anyways u all should know going into this that chandler has always been my favorite, and he passed on my birthday so i feel we are cosmically connected forever... this will be hard

i keep getting interrupted omg

this book is so good liane moriarty the woman you are

i had to write down the family tree bc i kept getting confused and i dont think it helped too much

trying this new thing where i dont look at screens when i get in bed so i quite literally only read for 15/20 minutes on my lunch... looking to improve

reveal so juicy i know this slow burn angst is gonna hit like CRACKKKK

this shit is bananas and i’m eating it up

oh i'm getting my life on this bus

kristina i finished the fic im tackling this now i hope thats ok with u

im putting this on hold for a fic that updated for the first time since august.. hope u understand!

end of rome.. be patient with me this last part hurts

OHHHH THEYRE GOING TO ROME. OHHHHHH ELIOS FATHER BOOKED THE HOTEL AS "A GIFT". OHHHHHH IM SICK

"it was not these i had offended, but those who were yet unborn or unmet and whom i'd never be able to love without remembering this mass of shame and revulsion rising between my life and theirs" ok so he's literally grieving the relationships in his future that havent happened yet bc he has been so fundamentally changed by oliver.. RIGHT RIGHT

oliver telling the little sick girl about his crush is so fucked up bc he knows his secret has a shelf life with her. like he cant even fathom letting anyone know for the fear that itll stick around longer than he wants it to.... ur so EVILLLLLLLL

Elio's bloody nose being a constant thing throughout this book is so silly to me but also his body so violently reacting to oliver is like... so intense

"Because I thought you should know"
"Because you thought I should know"
"Because I want you to know"

literally kill me now