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Currently listening to the audiobook read by Jodi and wow is it giving me a lot to unpack, theologically speaking. Which I didn’t expect going into her autobiography, but I’m chewing it all the same. 🤣

When the book characters start to worry about what I’m worrying about, I don’t know if that’s a good sign or a bad sign…

I feel like this series is heading toward the inevitable end and I’m going to be so mad when what I assume will happen, does. 🫠
But I still hope to be pleasantly surprised.
(Which is not to say I’m not enjoying the book; I am—my heart just hurts for my favorite character.)

So this is what it feels like to be on the other side of being emotionally abused by an author 😭
I enjoy dealing this to readers, not vice versa!

Season 2, Chapter 112.

If you need me, I’ll be staring up at the ceiling, lost in an emotional void

*not me, up at 2am, furiously deciding exactly how much money I’d need to spend to unlock the rest of the episodes*

My sleep schedule and wallet do not like you, @Marquise. 😝💜

Just finished Season 2, Chapter 91, and I have FEELINGS. THIS IS SO RUDE.

MY PROCRASTINATION CAN ONLY HELP ME FOR SO LONG WHEN MY DESIRE TO READ IS SO STRONG.
Oh please bbs stay safe

You know it's a good book when I procrastinate reading it because I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT T_T

I usually threaten books to break me when I start them.
I’m not going to do that with this one. I’m too scared. X_X Please, please, don’t let what I think is going to happen, happen.
(I think death. I always think death. I thought death throughout the whole last book. I’ve thought death throughout this entire series, but starting this last one makes it feel MUCH more real.)

I told myself I'd stop tonight at chapter 2. (Actually, I told myself I'd stop once I finished Book 3, but here we are.)
Then chapter 3.
Then I said, "when I get my first Lucy/Lockwood scene."
Here we are, at Chapter 6, and everything inside of me wants to continue. But it's an early morning tomorrow...*sigh*
Who am I kidding? We all know I'm about to pick it back up.

“Though I suppose he might have been shot and then sort of nibbled.” -pg. 96

I cannot with these children and their morbid curiosity and dark humor. 🤣🤣

He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their stumbles.

“I had not forgotten my promise to consider whether we should make the patient an extreme patriot or an extreme pacifist. All extremes, except extreme devotion to the Enemy, are to be encouraged.”

*shivers* How delightfully astute, and also how apt for the overly political and aggressive age we live in.

Love, love, love. SO CUTE. All the Ghibli vibes. 💕

This is a meatier fare and I’m going to take my sweet time reading it as a daily devotion.

There are two equal and opposite errors into which our race can fall about the devils. One is to disbelieve in their existence. The other is to believe, and to feel an excessive and unhealthy interest in them.

🔥🔥🔥🔥

With any luck, I should be done today! I’ve got 3 hours of work left and just 1 hour of story left. 🤣

What do you know, audiobooks make a horrible work day slightly less horrible.
Slightly.
More the fault of my work than the book. 🤣

THIS HURTS OH THIS HURTS MY PRECIOUS SMOL BEANS *sobs*

STARTING LATER TODAY. HERE WE GO. *chews on nails*

HERE WE GO. BREAK ME, BOOK. I DARE YOU.
(No plz don’t actually plz coddle me but make me cry in all the good ways)

And I’ve reached as far as I can go without finishing the main series 🫠

This book is like a shoeless JinYeong. Dangerous and entirely too comfortable. I know it’s going to hurt me, but I don’t know WHEN…. *shifty eyes*

BRING ON THE PAIN.
(I’m just kidding plz don’t but plz do I am conflicted and scared send help sos)